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Man, I am getting so sick and tired of idiots spouting bullshit that isn't true like it's fact. I know it's probably a me thing, but with everything going on in the world today, the last thing we need is more nonsense misinformation. It's so fucking infuriating to see some moron who has no clue about the things they're talking about, talking like they're spitting facts. You're not. You're an idiot and you would do us all a favor if you just shut the fuck up.

But... Again, that's probably just a me thing. It's just tiresome to see others eat up what's being said, taking it for fact, and then regurgitating the bullshit to others for them to just blindly believe. It's like common sense and researching things has just vanished from the face of the earth. I see it far too often these days, and it annoys me to no end. No one knows everything, but it's okay to admit that. And it's okay to take things told to you with a grain of salt, it's okay to look into things to find out the truth. So few people are willing to do that work anymore, though, and I find that so utterly heartbreaking.

Well, fuck. I hate when coding I've used for years gets all fucked up and I can't fix it.

One of these days, I'm gonna have Logan teach me how to code like a pro. I know enough, to get by, but nothing on the level as him, considering he's been coding since he was 9 years old.

Sometimes you see something so stupid you just can't help but wonder what is wrong with certain people. Silly nonsense, silly, unfounded accusations. Talking like you have any idea what's going on, when you don't. It's sad, honestly. And the people that buy into it, they're even worse.

I did the 20th year high school reunion thing... It was not fun for me. It brought up a lot of negative feelings I haven't really felt since high school. I saw one person I had actually been super close to growing up, and that was nice, but, man, never again. There's a reason I don't really associate with people I went to high school with, save for a very small group.

I've been debating if I should attend my high school reunion tomorrow. I still can't believe it was 20 years in June. They had tried to do something a little more official on a little evening cruise, but they couldn't sell the required minimum number of tickets. Which... Wasn't a good sign. A class of over 400 and not even 65 people wanted to attend? And it's not like a vast majority of us still live here in SoCal, because we do. Only a handful of people that I know have since moved out of state. But, since the cruise had to be cancelled, they decided to do a small, informal gathering at a local brewery. So, while Newport Beach is a bit of a drive for me, Upland is literally 7 exits down on the 210. So yeah. I don't know if I want to go. Part of me does, since a few friends will be there, but the majority of me doesn't want to go. One, I'd be on my own, as Logan has Mina this weekend, and two, I didn't like most of these people when I attended school with them, so I don't think I'd like them much now. I don't know. I guess it couldn't hurt to show up for an hour or so. I don't drink, so hanging out at a hipster brewery doesn't scream fun to me, but it could be nice to catch up with some people. Ugh.

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
05:56 Aug 16 2025

I think that if there is any part of you that thinks you would like to go, you should go. Some things you get a second chance at, but a 20 yr reunion only happens once. If you get there and don't have a good time, you can always leave, but if you don't go... you may find yourself wondering if you could have enjoyed yourself or reconnected with someone that you might have wanted to reconnect with. Mind you, I am not trying to tell you what to do, just trying to spin a different way of thinking... I know when I struggle to make up my mind in situations as it sounds like you are... it helps me for someone to bring up a different perspective. :D If you decide to go, I hope you have a great time. :)

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A thank you to those who reached out and wished me a happy birthday. I always appriciate the messages. As for the weekend... Saturday was rough, as was expected. Despite the fact that she passed away in February, the reminder that she's gone is always there. However, I think this was good as a kind of closure. Granted, I don't think things will be truly okay until the family can spread the ashes. It was planned to do it in Texas, on the land she never got to live on, but with everything going on, that's just not possible right now. They don't want to scatter the ashes there if they have to wind up selling the land in the end. So...we'll see how things go. I'm not all that hopeful that it's going to end anytime soon, Logan's family is so cut throat with one another. I saw it a little bit at the service... Always jostling for the better position, like it matters anymore. But, the service was lovely, perfect for the kind of person she was. My parents came all the way out, and I know that was appriciated. I had hoped to introduce them to Tony and the girls, but with everything being what it is, and with the state that everyone was in, it wasn't really appropriate. But I know Logan appriciate them being there, so that's enough. Maybe we can manage a family dinner at some point in the future.

My birthday was nice. Logan took us up to Solvang for the day, we walked around a bit, had a really good lunch, and he got me three bags of the hard candies I love. When we move, I know I'm gonna have to make bulk orders on their website. But, man, it's the best Sour candy I've ever had. And we came back down, relaxed for a while and he took me out for a lovely dinner. It was nice, nothing too extravagant, which I appriciate. Just nice time spent together, having fun. It was a good day.