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I am a prisoner,

but my prison has no walls;

the shackles that bind me

pulse through my body

and throb in my brain.



My happiness feel like sadness.

but my hope is that my sadness

brings happiness to those I love.



My satisfaction is empty,

but I hope my emptiness

brings comfort to those who care.



I have chosen this;

I am willing.

With each dose

I pacify my demons;

I lull my passion to sleep.



Apathy has stolen my dreams.

I have no focus,

my meaning is void.



I will never be myself again;

I am left a shell.

My spirit is vacant:

the sadness in my eyes

betrays the happiness I try to convey.



But I am stable.

I won't harm myself or others;

I have ceased to live,

so that I can remain alive...

for everyone else.



Every moment we have a choice.

Every choice has an outcome.

I choose to comply,

and with compliance,

with each choice to behave,

I sell my soul...

dose by dose.

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DianicXWitch
06:14 Jan 24 2011

goddess knows that's right

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How strange it is to be a ghost in the land of the living.



Long I wander, seeking what is ne'er to be found:

Desperate for quarter which provides no shelter,

Hungry for food which never fills,

Thirsty for drink which never does quench,

Shivering for garments which leave me naked.



I look to you with questioning eyes;

Asking, begging, pleading...

I only want your time, your attention.

I know better than to ask for your heart.



Come with me to my salt-water mansion.

With burdens long-lost,

and Tomes, written aeons ago

Which tell of our story, written long before we were born.



I will not fill you with Promises,

for Promises are empty and always fail.

I will not fill you with Hope,

for Hope is a fickle friend, and so often betrays.

But I can show you Truth, and I can show you my Heart.

These I offer you freely.



Will you dare to accept?

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DianicXWitch
06:16 Jan 24 2011

awww so sweet

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