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Last Dance20:11 Jan 05 2008
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Longing, its bittersweet, to me it is anyway.
I want to believe theres someone out there for me, someone who understands my very core, my morals, my beliefs and reasoning behind them all.
Someone who needs me as much as i need them.
Someone who would be enough.
Nobody really knows it, mainly because i won't ever let them, is that i am a hopeless romantic, in art, in photography, poetry and every other medium. That thing that pulls at my heart strings, that moves you, deep, inside yourself, that starts off that chain reaction inside that cause physiological effects, the quickening of the heart, the quelling of tears, that beat inside your head, behind your eyes.
I want an old time love, i long for it, i want it to complete me, to overwhelm me and completely break me. I long for that thing, hoping that it exists in reality. I don't want it to be forced, to have to mold and shape it, to bullshit myself into thinking this is the one, or even having to settle...but thats the thing isn't it. You HAVE to settle, because that longing of love, it doesn't exist does it?
Not that love i long for anyway, that unimaginable hunger and desire, overwhelming sensations, calm, peace, that one you would take on empires to keep safe.
Thats why longing is so bittersweet to me, the hope of finding dreaming of that love, and the sorrow in the fact, you never will.
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