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Three Names you go by:

1. Krowe

2. Jan Lazer

3. Bunny



Three Parts of Your Heritage

1. English

2. German

3. And damn proud of both.



Three Things That Scare You

1. Falling in love again.

2. Being alone forever.

3. Long distance "open" relationships(translation: She fucks who she wants and I merely work and try to help monetarily)

4. Having my love become 'inconvenient' again. (I added a fourth. Don't like it? Tough.)



Three of Your Everyday Essentials

1. Cigarettes

2. Video gaming(constantly now. Have nothing really to look forward to at the moment)

3. Coffee



Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now

1. Tight black long-sleeve shirt

2. Tight black jeans

3. Black socks



Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment

1. "Bittersweet", Bret Michaels (~I used to love her bad, but she didn't love me.~)

2. "Every Rose", Poison

3. "Fallen Angel", Poison (~Where is the girl I knew a year ago?~)

(Christ, I gotta listen to some metal. No wonder I'm depressed. )



Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)

1. TRUST!

2. Honesty. (No lies or secrets, my ass.)

3. For her to actually accept me for who I am, not what she wants me to be nor how much I can spend on her.



Two Truths and a Lie (in any order)

1. I actually was in love.

2. I'm happy now.

3. I want to kill someone.



Three things you like about yourself

1. My job

2. My ability to stay true to someone.

3. Occasionally, my writing ability.



Three things you hate about yourself

1. Over-sensitivity

2. I fall too easily, which leads me to get:

3. Blinded to how I am getting fucked over.



Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You

1. Decent legs. Not overly muscular, or flabby, just toned.

2. Proper piercings. Not too many, don't need to be worried about tearing or pulling on them that way.

3. Average to skinny build. No fat chicks.



Three of Your Favorite Hobbies

1. Dancing

2. Writing

3. Video gaming



Three Places You Want to go

1. London, England

2. Berlin, Germany

3. To sleep.



Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die

1. Find a woman who won't fuck me over.

2. Get a decent house.

3. Regrow my hair. Oh wait! I'm already doing that.



Three Ways that you are stereotypically a Girl

1. I get over-attached and over-emotional real easily.

2. I take things way too hard. (although I don't really see some girls reacting at all sometimes. Guess compassion is out of their reach.)

3. Can't think of a third one.



Three Ways that you are stereotypically a Guy

1. When I date, I date ONE person. Open relationships are for people with a fear of committment.

2. You make me suffer, I will make YOU fucking suffer.

3. I will not change. Period. Can't take me for who I am? Fuck. You.





And on a side note, I wrote a nice loooooong letter I WAS going to send to who will now be known as 'the ex'(there is actually another name I've been using as I rant in voice, but hey, we're "FRIENDS" and we aren't talking "SHIT" about each other. *rolls eyes*)because I was still under the false belief that we could discuss things before we jumped to a conclusion(which apparently only works when I'm angry). No, it wasn't some pathetic little "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, let's get back together" letter. No no. Fuck that. Apparently being myself isn't good enough for her. Apparently discussing things is too fucking hard to do. So I said: "Fuck it. Some friend she wants to be. To hell with her, I can do a shitload better." For example, find somebody who isn't so fucking dependant on me or her little 'sugar daddy' of a fucking roommate to support her in a squalid, disgusting apartment(which also caused my ear infection to return, thank you very fucking much). So I burned that fucking letter. I am going out this weekend to some bar, to find someone who I can fuck the shit out of(the good way, not the violent way), because I know that was probably the first thing that somebody else did since she apparently "NEEDS" the affection(bitch about ME having a problem, will you? HA!) and also that seems to be the way she deals with things(I bring to court the last two incidents).



OH! And don't worry Edmontonians. I will be back. And it will be ME, not some watered-down, ass-kissing, love-blinded fucking moron. This will be Keith "Jan Lazer/Krowe/Bunny" fucking Booth, and my New Year's resolution is to stop taking this fucking crap from people. I believe I owe it to my friends who had to suck things up and be civil despite how much they hated who I was with.



Thank you and good fucking night.