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My first kiss from a girl was a peck that lasted a minute at the fire works show at the beach when i was 12 and it was my best friend we had grown up together shared a room and lived together for a while





then when i was eighteen i was camping ( alittle over two months ago with my EX but at that time he was still my BF ) and it was a sunset making the lake look like fire and we were watching shooting stars and he said hey jessi and i looked over at him and he kissed me that was my first guy kiss and french kiss ^_^

I neneka have a secret hunt and for my friends we will make this a game haha WHO CAN GUESS FIRST gets a prize haha and i might ...hehe ask him out *blushes * i dont know yet



CLUES

clue 1. he is skinny

clue 2. he has long hair

Clue 3. when he first gets up or ect he does not type good :P



GOOD HUNITNGS

yea i am violent i know i have never hurt any one who did not deserve it i consider my self a defender of the defenseless yea i know it is stupid but the first person i ever protected was my mom and i still do the second was a special ed boy who was being beat up the rest were girls and boys who were out casted so fuck the groups and popular happy kids you all might think i need therapy but if i am happy safe and doing good i wont stop and some day i will make the ones who hurt me and my family suffer simple so if you think that is wrong FUCK OFF





signed (slowly dieing jessica ) neneka

today my mom and me were talking i wanted to do some thing new with my hair and she said not to color it cause this shade (it faded to from black) makes my eyes pop as she put it and that there like stars so maybe i keep it for her since i am not sure she has more then a couple more years anyway

wow alot of people seem to think i care if they rate me a one or complain about the way i look :P i dont it is funny your so stupid to think i am ugly i am a bit vain but in the end i am a fun person and a decent

one too so atleast i live with a some what clean conscious can you all say that much ????





Neneka /Jessica

well today was interesting i had some amusing conversations turned a few old guys and the preachers daughter down and was insulted because my grandmother is a gypsy so all a around interesting oh yea my aunt ( her two sons that are younger then me ) my uncle (her husband ) and my other aunt (my uncles sister ) went to mexico early this morning :)

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I am tired and sick of this the whole modern dating scene is screwed guys just wanna get laid and most other girls wanna be Sluts this is sad for me to admit but yes i am a VIRGIN !!!!!!! i recently was dumped because after three months of dating i did not wanna give it up quite yet so he dumped me for two girls who i thought were my friends sad isn't it but the truth is i want love not sex period !!!!



This hurts doesn't it everybody so many people betrayed and hurt by there girlfriends/boyfriends just like me why do we get hurt why cant we attract some nice person who will truly love and accept us for us i may be weird or not really human fully so now i cant say much except a quote from Disney



When will my prince come

TURN ON'S

biting

ICE

scratching

softcore spanking

^_* kissing

drinks

food

smoke kisses ( ask about that one )

handcuffs

softcore gagging

ect ask for the rest

licking breathing on my neck or the tip of my ear

playing with my hair

rubbing my shoulders

touching my face

snuggling

cuddling







TURN OFF'S

idiots

people who are all sexual and not able to talk at all

People who do not bath

EXTREMELY unhealthy people ;p

people who are too pushy

people who cant take no

people who rewear dirty clothes

and also people who RUDE TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY

As most know i am taking some classes and in couple of weeks to a month i will be getting my license and my instructor said i am allready prepared for the test and could pass it but i don't have the money :( so i am going later after that it is job hunting and maybe model a bit for VR portfolio so chao for now my lovely friends and family on here





neneka *aris *

Jessica