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to ERICTHECROW ////KILLER180 i dont care you were my best friend and to do this to be that mean and uncalled for YOU SUCK YOU ASS HOLE i actually cried at the last thing you said i have been hurt by all sorts of people my whole FUCKING life be trayed all most raped and mentally and physically tortured but you are the worst your a Traitor to the faith and hope i put into our friendship cause i cared is why it hurts SO i am done now i dont need you anymore i am just gonna vent and watch what i say to my friends i thought i could trust people again but i guess not



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Ca Vapir: i did not think i was good enough ( and still think that) i am not good enough to be asked out

Ca Vapir: by any one i was shocked when my friend lacy told me a guy friend we both have liked me and then he asked me out

Eric Draven: Look I told you plenty of times before I don't do or say things i don't mean. plus if you still don't think you're good enough to ask out then things with you and whoever are definately NOT going to work until you can fix that personal problem you can't expect someone to think highly of you if you don't think that way about yourself in the first place

Eric Draven: and i know for a fact i told you i liked you a few times and for you to say you didn't know then i guess i wasn't worth paying much attention to

Ca Vapir: No that is not it just ( you said it



Eric Draven: lol i said it roughly 3 times to you twice on the phone and once on here and your responce was "We'll see what happens."

Eric Draven: and then this

Eric Draven: I don't have that bad of a memory

Ca Vapir: i only remember once i am sorry

Ca Vapir: Ca Vapir: i only remember once i am sorry

Eric Draven: ok

Ca vapir:No that is not it just ( you said it once and i did not think you meant like this) and i am sorry about it .and all i can do is hope it works out between me and him cause i love him every much



Eric Draven:well you say you love him and all so ok we'll see how long and far this goes and how "spiritually" strong it is and all that. But then again I think I am going to be clue-less on how it turns out because I pretty much just noticed that you don't pay much attention to much of anything when it comes to certain things and you also don't think too highly of yourself from what you just told me.



Eric Draven: so bye





Ca Vapir: okay bye talk to you later then



Eric Draven: no i think not....you don't seem like the type of person worth talking to anymore. I'm sorry for telling you that I liked you because if i knew then what I knew now I wouldn't have wasted my time.

Ca Vapir: What ever did not do anything to you and i thought we were friends



Eric Draven: You're not worth having as a friend ... yeah you didn't do anything whatever. get lost please....you're definately not worth shit until you get some kind of common sense and learn how to listen hell I could go on and on but nah you're not worth it..



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YEA THIS AINT ALL THE CONVO BUT THIS IS THE PART THAT HURT SCREW YOU dude

*sighs * life may just be going my way for once :)))))))))))))))))))







be careful though my darling childrens cause in life there are pitfalls and traps all around set to stop us



Neneka ( jessica) *aris*

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Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)

--Your Favorite--

Hair Color:: Medium to dark colored

Eye Color:: light to medium

(Their)Music Genre Preference:: rick metal underground

Height(estimate):: 6'0 shortest

Age:: 19 -22

Personality Type:: honest caring open ... funny . wise ,,mysterious

--This or That--

Older or Younger:: same or older

Romantic or Horndog:: hmm alittle of both

Smart or Stupid:: smart

Fat or Skinny:: medium

Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: like i said in the middle

Punk or Preppy:: punk lol

The Big Picture or the Little Things:: ... depends on my mood

Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: Flowers

Mixtape or Burned CD:: Burned CD

Love or Lust:: LOVE

Emotional or Just Not:: Emotional

Sincere or Jokester:: both

Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: ... how about Hott and sweet but i love my B.F

Sexy or Just Cute:: hmm both it is personaility that matters

Arse or Abs:: on my B.F has a nice ass XD .. i think lol

Hair or Hands:: hair

Dimples or Eyes:: eyes

Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: hmm not sure

Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: teeth

Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: alittle facial hair is fine as long as it is maintained :P

Rugged or Prim and Proper:: hmm IN THE MIDDLE

Countryboy or Cityboy: hmm alittle of both i guess cause i love the country side but like the city too

Date alone or With Friends: both are good like one night with friends then the next date alone

Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: hmm alittle of both i guess more rebel though XD

--Have You Ever--

Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: no

Loved a guy because he stalked you:: no

Loved a guy because he hated you:: i dont think so

Asked your friend's crush out:: ONCE but she had a B,.F and he flirted first

Lead a guy on for kicks:: NEVER HAVE NEVER WILL

Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: NOOOOOOO

Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: never

Lied about not having a boyfriend:: nope

Lied about having one:: no

Cheated:: NEVER WILL NEVER HAVE

Been Cheated on:: YES

Had a crush on a gay guy:: DOES BI SEXUAL COUNT ?

--Their Clothing(yes/no)--

Boxers?:: hmm i guess

Briefs?:: i guess up to him XD

Hat?:: depends is it a neat hat ? :P

Skater Shoes?:: maybe

Pimp Shoes?:: maybe

Band Shirts?:: depends if there good bands lol

Vintage shirts?:: hmmm not sure

Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: like i say up to him the clothes do not make the man

Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: hmm

Independent/DC?:: MAYBE

S&M/Little Devil?:: HEHE MAYBE

Fox/Thor?:: hmm

Jeans or Shorts?:: sure

--Be Honest--

Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: no

Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: never

Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:: nope

Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: nooooooooooo

Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: NOPE i am a virgin

Do looks matter?:: not really i mean i like to say she is hott or he is but it is all personality in the end

Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: alittle

Does size matter?:: not really

Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:: no

Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: no

Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: nope cause i am not

Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: some things but i am telling him slowly as we grow closer and when we meet up later

Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:: no

Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: LOL not sure

Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: nope

Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: not till marriage but till i know he is the one

Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: if i say those words i mean it period

Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:: i dream about only one of my B.F's and that is my current one

Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: no

Does this survey suck nuts?: alittle ^_^

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