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little bells and spikes
08:01 May 28 2007
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I use to dress up so pretty and nice and all guys would say damn that is good looking lady oh what the fuck i dont care i wear all black and bells and spikes i put me hair up in two piggytails tight i love be carefree and flighty but you never really understood me i loved you so and i dont think you'll ever know how much you made the burning pain return i was a bit cold okay SO i was screwed up by my family and you said you know we have our issues i never said i was perfect so why the HELL should you lie you say i did not want to hurt you i dont care at all i am not giving you a fuck anymore this may be the last time i write about the lost soul called SAM D allright ?

This memories and shears
07:52 May 28 2007
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Pain is my personal demon i hide my heart so i cant let you see the red tears of mine flow you loved me you said with your blood smeared smile i thought you did so i opened up inside i cant take sorrow or toture well i wont ever have to vist my survial mode for hell i went through more torture then you can imagine so you think breaking my heart will ever break me i dont think so i am not a whore i am sorry dearest love but i cant give you what you want in this life so try and stab and chew up my heart rip it out make me bleed make me hurt i cant stand how loyal and loving i was make me suffer for my mistake of loving your being make me pay for this sin of giving you memories of me shear my heart i cant take this part in the life cycles play of hearts