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I am destined to love yet never get loved back. Sometimes i feel like it would be easier on the ones around me to just up and dissapear... Just like i used to. So why did i stop? I thought I'd give it a chance. I actualy thought that if i tried to put myself into the lives of others where they wanted me that perhaps it would help us all. Was I ever wrong. To do something like this you m ust have feeling, so i spent 5yrs getting and learning how to feel. this is now the 7th year i've wasted on nothing special, nothing nice. I give I shall no longer live by your standerds. I will be as vicious as i like and there is no telling me to stop. Cause i wont. I am who i am and now i am truly me. DON'T LIKE IT GET THE FUCK OUT.

I was at the manson concert and almosrt died! ...

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Joli
23:01 Feb 15 2008

Well, maybe next time.

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I awake with the sun upon my face, the pain i face in the middle of waking.... I take myself out of the deadly rays of sun and I hope that it hasn't caused me alot of dammage. Tis a day where pain will follow my footsteps and mercy shall not be rained on my head for I am a child of the night. I am banished to the dark I love so my soul lost in the time i've spent here on this planet. I shall never hear his musical voice again.... Is it really worth it? Should I just let the sun take me? Would the pain just die if I did? NO I am am a fighter. I will not let this get to me... There is no reason for me to denounce who and what I am a VAMPIRE. I shall live out this life and when the time comes another. I am hunter, I am killer, I am a vampire.

everone loves it... everyone wants it... most will pay for it... what would you do for sex?

everone loves it... everyone wants it... most will pay for it... what would you do for sex?