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It's 95 outside right now and humid. I've been walking and riding my bike everywhere I go today, and I'm getting a serious sweat goin'. It's awesome. At this rate, I might drop the 50lbs I'm trying to lose by tonight! heh



I've accomplished a lot today, and most of it before noon. I got up at about 5 and chilled watchin' tv for a bit. Then, I went to the bank and pulled out the money I need to do things. I paid my rent, filed my fafsa, filed some other paperwork at college, and I paid my ticket. I went home after that and straightened up my place a tiny bit before taking a break. I got 1 hour of sleep last night at most, so I took a half nap. After that, I got up and started doing laundry, and my place was straightened up a tiny bit more in the process. I'm on a roll today.

I seem to be doing much better. I'm still not up to 100%, but that's no surprise. I had to go back to the doctor the other day for yet another problem. Yeah... I have medicine, and I'm hoping this will all be cleared up soon.

Ugh. June has been the month from hell. I think I'm finally on the mend though. The only thing that sucks about that is the itching. Why must healing itch so much?!

This entry is probably more personal and gross than some of you care to read. Just so you know.



Fuck beans! I just went to the bathroom, and it was the most agony I've ever experienced! It was so painful that it made my whole body shake. Getting clean was even worse, but I managed it.



I called the clinic in the next town to make an appointment, and found out that the local one is open tomorrow. Lucky! Finally, something going my way. Now I have an appointment to see the doc. I hope this gets resolved quickly. I don't think I can handle this getting any worse.

Yesterday, these welt like things appeared on my wrist. I thought they might be wring worm, and I had someone else look at it who thought the same. I'm not so sure anymore. They're still getting bigger, and more of them are appearing. I went from having 2 to having 8. A couple of them are on the palm of my hand now. I'm thinking they're a reaction to something, but I'm not sure what.



I had something similar on my other wrist last week. It went away in a day though, so I'm not sure if it was the same thing. It could be.



I keep having problems one after another. First, it was being sick from over heating. After that, I twisted my ankle. Then the problem with hemorrhoids followed by the allergic reaction to the ointment. Now this? What. The. Fuck?

I'm giving up on trying to get any more sleep tonight. I went to bed at 11:30, kind of early for me, and I woke up at 2 needing to go to the bathroom. I haven't been able to get back to sleep since then. I don't know what the deal is, but I feel like I've slept a good 6 hours tonight. *shrugs* If it works, it works.

Crap. I probably need to go to the doctor, but like every time I need to go, I can't really afford to. It's one of those problems that not going could allow it to be very serious though. I'm going up to see if the nurse is still around at the school I go to. If she's not, I'm not sure what to do.

I'm not in the best of moods. Because of that, I'm not really looking forward to Wednesday. I got it off because it's my birthday, but it's not like I'm going to be doing anything special. I doubt anybody's going to be around. I'll probably just end up drinking until I pass out.

I'll warn you before you start reading this that this post might be a little t.m.i. for some of you.



Because I have a bit of trouble from time to time with constipation, I sometimes have problems with hemorrhoids. Recently, I've had that problem, but it's a little worse than ever before. I decided to try some of the ointment you can get for the first time. I encountered a problem with it though. I must be allergic to it because I now have hives where I applied it. Lovely.

I just read "smile on his feet" instead of "smile on his face"... o.O I think it's time for me to stop reading journals.

My old landlord just showed up at my front door at my new place. I don't know how they got the address, I never gave it to them. They want me to get the stuff out of my old apartment that I wasn't able to get out before the end of my notice. I just assumed they'd throw it out, but apparently not.



Even though the notice I gave them ended on May 31st, they asked me about June rent... Again... Yeah. Freakin' people.



I'm not pleased that they just showed up here. I'm not pleased that they know my address without me giving it to them. That isn't cool. I wish you could block people in real life the way you can online.

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Sulks
23:24 Jun 11 2011

oh hell yeah. I'd love a real life block button LOL

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Blah.

The power was supposed to be out from 11:30 to 2. It's flickered twice since midnight. That's it. Wow. So much for that.

I feel like my blood is boiling.

Watching supernatural shows, especially those involving vampires and witchcraft, affects me in an odd way. I can't really explain it very well. It's like seeing a carnivore salivating over raw meat just out of its reach.

Gah! I think the heat is messing with my sex drive or something. I've taken care of things 5 times since I woke up this morning and a total of 9 in the last 24 hours. I'm still feeling a strong need though. It's insane.

I went up to the grocery store earlier, and as I was walking around, I saw something I'm not sure how I feel about. There was a girl walking around in shorts so short they only covered half her butt cheeks. She was hot, and the view was nice. However, I couldn't help but feel a little disapproving. I don't know.

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SinginGhost88
12:23 Jun 09 2011

Dude don't think, Just enjoy it... it's the summer!

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I got a bit drunk last night, and I took in a scratch off ticket that I won $5 on. When they ran it through the machine, it came back as a $10 winner. In my drunken state, I decided it was a good idea to take the extra $5 and buy a shot of JD at the bar. I didn't realize how drunk I was when I did it, and that shot topped me off. It was nice.

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DarkMemoir
17:53 Jun 07 2011

Sounds like you had a winning night!

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I was suddenly overwhelmed by the urge to listen to Walking Away by Craig David. Granted, it's a good song, but I haven't heard or thought of it in forever. I don't know why I suddenly wanted to hear it. I can't get enough of it right now either.

A while ago, I ordered some stuff from Adam&Eve and got these $500 gift cards along with the stuff I ordered. It's a cool thing, I love sunglasses. Well... I figured out the catch today. There's a 9% service fee on the stuff ordered that's basically shipping and handling. So, if I spend all of it on sunglasses, it would cost me around $50. Considering these are high-end and excellent quality, that's not asking a lot. Especially since the retail price on a lot of these are $100+, but a lot are listed under $100. It's a pretty good deal, and I would do it if I had the money. Unfortunately, I just don't. I offered one of the cards to my best friend, and I'm thinking I should try to sell the other card.

Even though it seems like it, I don't have anything against Christians or Christianity. Well, except for those moments when one or a group of them push my buttons on certain issues. Mostly, I just don't agree with the religion. That doesn't mean I intend to push others away from it. Just because it's not for me doesn't mean it can't make others happy. However, I do think that people should enter into any and all choices as educated as possible. Blind faith isn't faith at all, it's the spiritual equivalent of pretending not to see the octopus sitting at the end of the table.



Yes, I just made a Family Guy reference while talking about religion. It's ok, you can worship me for it. ha ha

I hate when I have contradicting feelings about something. I especially hate it when it's related to something I can't have.