Path of Sin (My Teachings of the Condition and theroies)
17:36 Aug 25 2005
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Our Beginnings
I cant say where we came from, all I can say is that we are another type of people who still wonder about the beginning. Maybe we came from Adam and Eve, maybe we were apart of the Elorath, or maybe we were apes at one point and time. All I can be for certain though, is that we are here now, as we are, and forever will be, that of the condition.
The Condition
Now this is my theory that I have came up with. Its like every other idea that is brought up, something to look at and chew on as we consider the reason for our energy not regenerating like that of any normal person.
The Breath of God/Divinity
While doing research through a text, I came across something that brought to me some sort of cosmic slap in the face, a realization of something that might hit home about us more then one would think, or at least I believe so.
The Spirits of God has many references to other words which we call this as, Prana, Kundalini, The Holy Spirit, or in Qabalistic terms, Ruach Elohim. Some of those familiar with the concept of martial arts and other associated eastern philosophies know it as Chi or Mana.
With this brought to light, these terms are all used in our lives when drawing life energy into our own bodies to make up for the void we have within us.
Sins of our Fathers
What if this lack of life energy was the lack of Gods presence or spirits within us? Or for those who do not believe in God, but some sort of Divinity, what if it’s the lack of their energy within us? Now, your asking yourself, what would cause us to have this lack of energy? It is said vampire are damned creatures right? Caste out of the light, never to be redeemed, never to fill the warmth of light. What if this light was the Divinities essence, and our damnation was us being born into sin, not like those of normal standards, but, that of worse situations. Maybe we were corrupt from the beginning, always born to take more sin into our lives and in which case, stops the flow of the divinities blessings to us.
Also, speculations, maybe we are the children of someone who has offended the divinities, maybe part of the First murderers lineage, or that of Lilith, as much as these sound so fantastic and probably ideas for those who wish to make themselves something, yet, some times, we aren’t always that of something so monumental, but that of which cannot or was not known by the world.
Now I know there are some out there that are probably saying "I have a strong connection to God/Divinity, so I'm sure if that is true about our sins or not." All I'm doing is bringing another idea to the table about what the condition is.
(More is on its way, give me time and it will be there)
- Sin
Black Swan/White Swan19:23 Aug 09 2005
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I was looking through my books about the two different type of Swans, yet only found a small passage about the Black Swan.
Swan: Those who are not of the Condition, who either know of it, accept it, live with it as a friend or those who are ignorant of it, or know of it, yet do not accept it and dislike us for what we are. This is to reprecent the beauty found in both ignorance and wisdom, like the apple that Eve bit from, this shows the two worlds.
Black Swans: Those who know of the Condition and are there to help to, be friends, donors, guides, ect. Then there are those who are of the condition and favored as friends of the houses, without being actually apart of the house its self. Black is to represent the dirty of the soul being covered in sin to know of us and to accept us as we are. The black is to also represent the beauty of night, which reflects our nature, as we are out casted from society for being and knowing what we truely are.
White Swans: Those who are absent of sin, these people are of two types, ignorant of what we are, and that we exist, which, we see the beauty in that fact. They will not have to know that the world truely does have things science cannot fully explain, and then there are the types that know what we are and dislike us for it. At times this dislike becomes hate, anger and the like. Why they dislike us? Not sure, can be anything, from us being "parasites" to their minds not handling the truth and snapping. At times these people become phsycial about it, some times to the point were they will kill us, that is when they become hunters. As much as we do not want to see the beauty in that type of swan, I can only say that beauty is seen in weird ways. It shows to us, not everyone is able to handle truth, and with that, they will go to what ends it takes to make sure the truth stays hidden.
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