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I've walked through this world

Done what I was told

I've learned all your morales

And adopted your pure thoughts

But why can't I fight

This demon here inside

My concious leads the way

My hearts gives the commands

But my soul claws through it all

Fighting to be free

Do I belong in your purity

Or in this world of blood

I fight these thoughts daily

I'm torn between my worlds

I know my instincts

I follow my morales

But where do they both lead me

The good, the bad

My salvation is my destruction

And my destruction is my salvation

Where do you go

Where do you turn

When every turn steals a piece

Steals a piece of your sanity

Where do I belong

My secret bloody hell

Or your pure honest world

This blood on my hands

Condemns me to hell

My heart stained black

Death so proud

how many lives do I shatter

In just a single spell?



**It's short. Probably the shortest that I have.

This kiss of love

This kiss of passion

But nothing like

The kiss of a Dragon



The Dragon's kiss

A kiss so sensual

From a flawless heart

To describe this kiss

Is beyond impossible



Both fair and pure

Tender and painful

A clod embrace

So warm and clear

Makes one's soul render

to the Dragon's will.



**I know it's a vamp page. But I'm trying to give you guys something to read.

I see myself sinking

In this endless pit

My shovel's not working

To fill the ground on which I sit



The water poors in

As my grave becomes mud

The only thing saving me

Is this constant loss of ground



I could merely float

And rise back to the top

But why save pain and anger

When I could hide in the dust



Why go back to my world

Of hypocrits and fakes

I'd rather stay in this hole

With happiness and shame

For even if I fill this hole

I'll never burry the disgrace



**This one isn't extremly bad, though the ending goes against my character. Saddly it was a dark, dark situation that led me to that point.

I sit here in this world

Saying I don't care

I disciuse myself with make-up

To hide my hidden tears

I hide myself, my feelings

To conceal my true fears



I sit here staring blanking into nothingness

As hunger lurks in the back of my mind

And sleep hangs over an empty horizon

That vanishes at the sight of me

Feelings no longer exist within

For my heart is hollow an empty

like the inside of a dying tree

For my heart is also dying



I sit here like a zombie

Forced to face this ever moving world

My mind screams for this torment to stop

But the answers are its echoes

Where is he who warmed my heart

And gave it reason to beat

Nowhere

Nowhere to be sought or found

Tears are only left now

My tears and empty heart



I sit here listening to the rain

Reminded of the pain

And those many nights not long ago

That I cried myself to sleep



**This one really sucks. To much repeating in it. But if you like it let me know.

Darkness looms

In angel's gloom

As demons lay dead

At my door.

Don't you see the darkness

That haunts my every move?

Condemned to this pain

Of polite and giving tears.

I'm tired of laying dormant

And playing off my fears.

Don't they care what they do?

Don't they mind who they hurt?

One day they'll notice!

One day they'll see!

I promise they will see!

At my feet they will lay

Pools of thier blood

Laughter torn from thier throats.

They'll see who I am.

They'll know thier mistakes.

And in thier pain I'll find my joy

I'll find my lust

I'll find my peace.

At my feet they'll find thier death

As spirits can only watch

They'll know why I only ask for peace.



**This is okay. It's kinda like my theme to the world. HAHA!