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Am I crazy or do others see this too. I see shadows of people and animals everywhere I go, everywhere I am. But only in light of course. Is there something invisible that light can't pass through so I can't see it but it still makes a shadow? Also I see smoke and black mist in the shape of people...or mutant human. But they walk and talk like humans with eyes with colors, there are six colors and it depends on who is talking, them being the body of the voice.

I have discovered even more about the voices in my head. They aren't just voices, they are personalities helping me with everything and I can see them if I close my eyes when they talk. There are 6 and have their separate colored eyes and auras. Red. Dark red. Green. Grey. Blue. And black. I can contact them now instead of having to wait for them. Most people disagree, but I say this is progress.

I hate meds sometimes. Yes I know I need them and I'm always told that but I also know I get side effects on them and if I stop them I get more side effects. Maybe be psychiatrist has a life so he can't see me right away but I have a life too and these meds make it hard to have one.

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LadnaKobieta
03:18 Aug 11 2015

I know what you mean about the meds. I use to take them. Yes it does make it hard to have a life.

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I love waking up at 2 am for no known reason wide awake. That may seem sarcastic but I'm being honest because I love the quiet of night and being alone, free of judgement. Where the only light on the road is the dim glow of the moon and no humans are there to disturb the sound of peace for once. Even the evil must sleep so why waste the night when your enemies are asleep. Who else is a child of the night here?

I've gotten used to people thinking I'm weird. But people saying I exaggerate what I go through or just straight up lie to "look cool", especially when you tell my best friend that only 10 minutes after being nice and "understanding" to me about all my stuff I hate. That pisses me off, I didn't choose this but I'll sure as hell embrace it and enjoy it so if you don't like it then just don't accuse me of lying.