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Have you ever been in one of those relationships where you often question why you are with that person? I have. I often wonder why they make me so irritated all the time. Maybe it is because I am still hurting over my last break-up, even though I thought that it was the right thing to do. It hurts to be left behind. It is hard to fill that gap that was left. I have yet to find something that will make me feel whole again. I just moved, again, and my flat-mates don't talk to me. That's fine, I guess. They were looking for a roommate, and since it is a school dorm, they had no say on who moved in. I've only met one of them, too. I guess that I am just at a loss of what to do. I like my solitude, but being alienated in your own 'home' isn't what I would call fun. I guess that I am just here to rant today...



Oh yeah... The reason why I started this little rant. I've been in a bad mood since yesterday and my friend just pushed me over the top. I don't know why I finally snapped. I just had to get away. I haven't been here in a while, but this is the first place that I wanted to go to rant. I guess that I am starting to cool off a little bit, but every time I think about it, it gets my blood boiling again. *shrug* There's nothing that I can do about it at the moment...

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SuicideDoll
13:29 Feb 26 2008

Hi, Sam:



I just read your last two entries and I'm sorry for all that has been happening. I hope things improve soon for you. Take care

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Have you ever thought that things could not get worse only to have it thrown in your face by your roommate? Did you feel slapped in the face?



Have you ever thought that things were going fine only to have it trown in your face by your best friend? Did you feel stabbed in the back?



Have you ever thought that things were finally going your way only to have it thrown in your face by your lover? Did you feel ripped apart?



Yeah. I've been there.



Recently.



Just yesterday.



But, then again, who hasn't?

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HellaciousRose
18:41 Feb 11 2008

You don't need people like that in your life, bringing you down...

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