The last few days have been going to by so quickly- I feel like I don't have enough time in a 24 hour period to do all the things I want to do. I guess I need to start getting up earlier and staying awake later.
Wanna see something super sad? *pretends countless people said “Yes!” in unison* It is powerful though. I feel it BIG.
Aw, I feel this too. With my Harley, my Ishtar, my Aphrodite, my Callie...
Something I can relate to as well.
Awwww so sweet...
When you are really close with your pets and they pass away... you can still remember exactly what it was like to hug them. I mean- you can feel it all over again like it was just a second ago.
I can definitely relate, brings a Shetland Sheepdog that I grew up with to mind.
After a bunch of cleaning around the house today- I think I'll make myself dinner and go in the living room to watch Netflix for the remainder of the day. I'm here alone... husband is working the Saints/Dolphins game at the Superdome, and of course Cristo lives in the dorm. This means... 'whatever the hell I wanna watch' night! I might just even decide to put dry Capn' Crunch in a bowl and eat it like popcorn later on. I'm a wild woman, you never know what I'm gonna pull next.
Live Your Best Life! LOL!
Haha, sounds like an awesome night. And now I totally need to go to the store after I get off work to buy some Capn' Crunch so I can eat it like popcorn, too!
Looks at my bowl of Capn Crunch 0.o I'm binge watching Hulu - Light as a feather.
I love to eat granola that way!
I shuffled and picked a random Oracle card with the question, "What do I need to know right now?" I swear... this really just happened...
I am constantly in awe of what my son is doing in college and with his career. He just doesn't stop. It's everything a parent could ever hope for. All that he does- and he still loves coming home every weekend he has free to play board games, Magic: The Gathering, watch movies with us... whatever. I pray he has a long life filled with all the adventure and experiences of his dreams. He's sure been a 'dream kid' for me :)
Re-adding things to my journal... first a Tarot reading room in the French Quarter- I was here visiting a metaphysical shop with Sahahria:
One of the regrets in my name change was losing *some* of my previous journal entries- like the thank you's to those two here who got me Tarot cards. I got them from other people I didn't share, from elsewhere. I won't share them all (not all as interesting)- but some are. A couple I bought for a few bucks each on eBay as well as one of them I got with an Amazon gift card for something completely different were... underwhelming. HOWEVER, I do have some great ones now :)
lol you're joining in the dispute Ya for flaming! :)
I have never called you names nor pointed you out in an entry- you point yourself out. I have only ever been on the side of this site while you have spoken negatively about it. Also- flaming happens in a forum setting. This is what I do... administrate a social network. I can teach a class on these terms.
Freedom of Speech ..It’s not a license to be a complete and utter butthole to people...
@Reaper, Girl you literally came to my journal and tried to start shit over a picture of my masks so don't even try to act like the Admins are the ones starting drama. You got caught cheating and now you're trying to deflect from this because that's your modus operandi. We get it.
I just posted this on a friend's Facebook post about being stood up. I wanted to post it here as well- because I want to have a record of this memory here for others to look back on if they want. It's the kind of thing middle-aged women do, give advice :P
When I was 19 and in the Marines- I got back together with a boyfriend who was stationed in South Carolina, and I was in North Carolina. We reconnected over the phone and in letters- and he asked me to go to his sister's wedding with him. He wanted me to take leave and we would have a wonderful road trip to Missouri where I would meet his family. I put in my leave paperwork and was approved, I packed up and waited. He never arrived. He never called.
I thought he might've died! A week later, I called his work and he answered. He nervously told me this wild line about ending up in jail for a week (where he couldn't call) due to a huge fight he had with a fellow Marine- and never going to his sister's wedding because of it. Obviously things didn't work out between us. That week though- I almost killed myself. One of the times in my life I've been that low. Someone walked into my barracks room just as I had a razor to my wrist. I had already planned to not follow through- I started to do it, then for a split second I looked at how late it was on the clock and realized I hadn't ironed my cammies or shined my boots for work the next day and if I didn't die from this I wouldn't be ready for work (HA!) and then started laughing at how ridiculous it all was. So- the friend actually walks in my room and sees me LAUGHING with a blade to my wrist o_O He reported me. And from there- a female officer took me away for the long weekend to spend it with her family and keep me in a healthy atmosphere.
Flash forward 20 years- that guy and I connected on Facebook. You know, sometimes we accept friend requests from people and aren't too terribly invested in them. Well, I noticed pictures he was tagged in- and some were from years ago when he attended his sister wedding. Yep. I knew he lied back then. But you know what- I have no feelings at all for that person. And there was a moment in time I was going to kill myself because of him. He means nothing. I mean... I am not even angry with him. I don't care enough to be.
The moral of that true story? The idea of giving so much energy to people who don't care an iota should be squashed. Pick up a cat and binge watch YouTube videos on a subject you want to know more about. Learn how to make a new dish you've always wanted to create. Go try new makeup tips just to see if they look stupid or not, then post pics of ridiculous eyebrows (lol)- all these things are way better than giving a second of sadness to people who aren't giving a second to us.
exactly..we shouldnt care so much about those that do not care about us, but sometimes we get a little wrapped up an emotions we may have take hold even tho the other does not feel the same...Its nice that you can look back on the situation and laugh now, even tho for a second back then you could have not been here to.
Before I changed my profile name today I spent several hours sifting through 500 Saved messages, saving or trashing them (almost 14 years worth of stuff)- and everything in my old File storage... because those things delete when you change your name. Man, the gems I found :). Lots of stuff from Sahahria.
It’s really still a whole lot of bullshit that she passed away. I still think about her all the time. Every time something is going on with with mutual friends, the Tarot cards, Morrigon’s wedding, words she’d overuse (lol)... damn it.
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