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I am so tired of feeling as if I don't matter in this world. I feel so small and as if there isn't any reason save a few for me to even be here anymore. I know its just me being crazy again and thinking stupid thoughts but hey that's me anyone who knows me knows that I get this way once every month or so. I know I'll snap out of it but until then sorry if I'm not sunshine and butterflies as usual

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leoderloewe14
18:05 Oct 15 2008

What makes you feel this way... You say: ".. "save a few"... so, there ARE your reason(s) for feeling "worthy" and being someone that "matters"... as long as you can say: "...save a few"... yopu've proven yourself valuable!



We are all emotional beings... that go through moods... not just monthly, but daily... our daily reality... so, on with life!

So, during a normal solar and lunar cycle, we all go through montly ups and downs.... life happens!

Why live in a pretentious fantasy when that isn't the "real you"... I ask people to accept me as I am... warts and all.... if they can't that's their problem... not mine.



Cheers!

Leoderloewe14

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moonkissed
16:07 Oct 23 2008

oh i get the same way.

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DarkAngelShadowDancer
03:21 Nov 18 2008

Darlin I'm so sorry you have been feeling this way but know you are always loved and needed by me.

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I have started talking to an old friend again, and those times make me smile. I hope that he knows that I do care about him and how his life is going.

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Sinora
17:55 Oct 09 2008

Tell him....then he can tell...does that make sense ? lol

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DarkAngelDevina
14:00 Oct 10 2008

Lots of sense indeed Sinora

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leoderloewe14
21:22 Oct 16 2008

Good. Hope it is a positive dialog from both sides...

Pray do know... he does, just has difficulty verbalizing his feelings appropriately and not just in vulgar language and profane terms....



Leo

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moonkissed
16:08 Oct 23 2008

don't you just love to reconnect?! how exciting.

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