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Happiness, Content, Joy.

Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward.

With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change.

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In my head I have a wonderful, fun, romantic weekend imagined. I figured I'd have the house cleaned while you were at work Friday, have time to get a shower and get dinner started before I went to pick you up. We'd have dinner, maybe play with the kids for awhile and/or take them out for ice cream. Get them all settled and watch a movie or something while sipping a couple glasses of wine.. Then a few hours of romantic lovemaking..full body massages, candles, stinkpretty's lol.. the whole enchilada.... Breakfast in bed..maybe a shower together.. and then later plenty of coffee and conversation, music and laughter and just enjoying being "US"..

SOOO if it doesn't turn out that way...it will, in fact kinda feel like deja vu of every relationship gone wrong in the last couple years...Drunk, broke, disappointed and distant... YUCK :(



I'll be the first one to tell you I'm an incredibly sappy, romantic. and passionate, loving person. When I love someone I want to make sure they feel it, know it, experience it, beyond even a shadow of a doubt. I want to feel, know and experience without a doubt that HE feels the same for ME. I want everyone in the world to know that THIS is MY man and I am PROUD to be HIS...and he's just as PROUD that he's MINE..if that makes any sense. I have no desire to be anyone's "dirty little secret" nor do I wish to make anyone I'm with feel like that's all they are to me.



At this point in my life, I'm past "dating"..over it.. bored with it and done now. I have no use for casual sex, or friends with benefits. In a relationship I'm either "all in" or "all the way out".. I want someone who is totally head over heels in love with me to the same degree I am with them.. equality.. not only financial but in EVERY aspect. I have no time for uncertainty or shyness..it's either there or it's not. I want romance and passion in an everyday sense, not just special occasions. I want closeness, physical, emotional, intellectual, financial, even spiritual (to the degree in which that's possible with differing beliefs) .. I want someone who is able to express their feelings without reservation or hesitation ..good or bad...with the knowledge that I'm willing to HEAR and LISTEN to what they have to say..and knowing that I am accepting of their opinion. I want to be able to talk about problems or issues WE have in OUR life without it consuming every conversation..I want to have our needs met and obligations handled without having to dwell on whether or not we'll be able to make it. I want to laugh, cry, dance (yes with enough alcohol I just might LOL) .. I want to be able to feel like I can be "ME" and you can be "YOU" without judgement or fear...



I KNOW...without a doubt.. I can have all of these things..."WE" can have ALL of these things...



My questions to you are simply....



Do YOU want the same...?

Do YOU think we can have the same?

Have I scared you completely off now? lol



Love,

~Me

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Leinth
16:48 Jun 16 2009

What a wonderful way to express your needs for a relationship!!! Love your entry!

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leoderloewe14
00:36 Jul 11 2009

My questions to you are simply....



Do YOU want the same...? Do YOU think we can have the same? Have I scared you completely off now? lol

Hey, I love a straight shooter.... no beating around the bush.... so, where do we start?.... First off, I'm in California. Where are you? Second, you mentioned "play with the kids...." O.k., how many and how old?

Hope I haven't scared you off, either.... LOL



Leo

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