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08:59 Apr 30 2020
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If it wasn't for my phone, I wouldn't know what day it is... Everything just bleeds together at this point.


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07:55 Apr 29 2020
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03:19 Apr 26 2020
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07:00 Apr 25 2020
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I've been playing Animal Crossing : New Horizons on the Switch pretty much all day since I got it at 3. I get why everyone seems to be so obsessed with it. It is far too easy to lose yourself in the game. I guess that's a good thing for me, since I really need the distraction.

Any friends here have a Switch? Wanna add each other as friends?


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XxSithisxX
XxSithisxX
15:45 Apr 25 2020

Yup, is why I wanted one for that game in particular lol:)





 

23:24 Apr 24 2020
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I'm not a Smosh fan, but my bestest friend ever, Tommy, was in one of their videos. He did a reading with his runes. He's the best. We have been talking today and we've got plans once all this quarantine stuff is over for a lunch date. And probably some shopping at a few of the local metaphysical stores.


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21:45 Apr 24 2020
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16:57 Apr 23 2020
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My new computer will be here today, my new Switch will be here tomorrow. I think it's safe to say I'm gonna have a good weekend.


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NITEOWL47
NITEOWL47
17:39 Apr 23 2020

Niiice.





XxSithisxX
XxSithisxX
21:04 Apr 23 2020

ooo we want reviews :) I am xcited for you!





 

12:45 Apr 22 2020
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The urge to pack up and leave SoCal gets stronger and stronger with each passing day. Maybe a move to another state, where it's cheaper to live, would be better for me. California hasn't done me any favors on any level in my 32 years of life.


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NITEOWL47
NITEOWL47
19:09 Apr 22 2020

Maybe somewhere on the east coast? -wink wink nudge nudge-





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
03:32 Apr 23 2020

I was thinking more like Nevada or Arizona or even New Mexico. Someplace close to home but isn't actually California.





 

22:09 Apr 21 2020
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I just bought myself a Switch. Completely overpaid for it, but consider you can't find them in stores and most resellers are selling them for $400-700 I figured just to pay the price. I wasn't going to find it cheaper. Plus, I did get a good $80 off, so that's a win. It should be here by next week, since the seller said he'd get it in the mail first thing tomorrow. When I get it I'll get myself Animal Crossing: New Horizon. I have no real interest in the game, but I need to game with people and this is all my friends are playing these days. I haven't owned a Nintendo product since the Gameboy Color.

But, now I can totally also get Breath of the Wild. I haven't played a Zelda game in so long.


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Cartomancer
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22:16 Apr 21 2020

Cristo LOVES Breath of the Wild. He got us the Diablo edition of the Nintendo Switch Christmas before last.





XxSithisxX
XxSithisxX
00:49 Apr 22 2020

omg you are so lucky!!! I still can't find one:(





 

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10:39 Apr 18 2020
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03:49 Apr 18 2020
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I've been watching a ton of reviews on the laptop I bought the other day. It's the Alienware M17 R2. I wanted the white one, but they didn't have any in stock, so I had to get the black one. It's not as striking aestheticly as the white one, with the RGB backlit keyboard and piping, but it's still pretty to look at. I'm so excited to get it. I'm really hoping it'll get here by next week, which is the shipping option I chose, but as it hasn't been shipped out from the warehouse yet, that's probably not likely. So, I've basically just tortured myself for the last hour because I really want it to be here now.


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Owlish
Owlish
05:26 Apr 18 2020

I was like this with my glasses. I ordered them not realising that there was two public holidays (so no shipping those days), and it was such an awful wait. I'm ordering a new Surface in a few days and am trying to prep myself up for the wait on it, haha.

I really hope your laptop is all you want and imagine it to be!





 

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21:21 Apr 15 2020
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Well, I just wasted a lot of money... I purchased myself a new Alienware laptop. I need a new computer, and getting a gaming laptop was the best option for me. When I actually start working again, I'll get a tower built for me, but for now, this will have to do. I wanted an MSI, but at $2,000+, that wasn't going to happen. Hopefully it'll get here on time next week. I'm excited. Of course, now I'm completely broke, but it was worth it.


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13:31 Apr 14 2020
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"And I'm terrified," she said, her voice little more than a whisper, quivering. Her gaze cast downwards, she couldn't look him in the eye, for she knew if she did she'd cry. It felt like goodbye, it felt like the end.

"Of what?" He reached out, fingers caressing her flesh, tenderly pushing her head up. She laughed softly, her gaze meeting his for a brief moment before sinking down once again. It wasn't that his question was funny, there was no humor there, but she was nervous. Of what? Oh, if she only had the courage to speak her mind...

"I'm terrified of you, walking away. Leaving me here all alone." It was a horrible thing, to be cast aside again. To find that you weren't worth the effort to someone. It was painful, it was heartbreaking. And she felt it far too often. It was what scared her the most. What she feared in the darkness, longing and loneliness. She feared attachment.


Just a little something I wrote back in September. It rings true, even now.

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22:18 Apr 12 2020
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13:20 Apr 10 2020
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13:50 Apr 09 2020
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Three years. Three years and it hasn't gotten any better. I miss you, Nana. I miss you so much.


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NITEOWL47
NITEOWL47
23:13 Apr 09 2020

-hugs- I’m sorry, Alice. I won’t tell you that you’ll wake up one day and feel nothing. You will always miss her, but it does get easier. Focus on those still here, be there for the family you have left. It’s what helped me a lot with my Dad. I’m here if you need me, as ever. =^.^=





 

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04:22 Apr 09 2020
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The best apology is changed behavior. Otherwise it's just empty words.


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Cartomancer
Cartomancer
04:56 Apr 09 2020

Very true.

Mostly popping in because as I soon as I posted an entry that began with "The best..." I noticed you'd done the same below me :P





NITEOWL47
NITEOWL47
05:26 Apr 09 2020

Here’s hoping all works out, my dear.





 

14:31 Apr 08 2020
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Falling like a snowflake on the road,
Heavy like your footprints in the snow,
Turning like a wheel that moves the soul,
Burning like a star that guides you home

Will you comfort me,
Cos my hands are open, comfort me,
Will you comfort me,
Like someone you've chosen,
Comfort me

Cos I, I don't fade I don't fall easily,
So if you want some you take all of me,
Cos I, I'm like sun with all her gravity,
Follow home all those memories

Cos I swear when you get there you'll belong,
Sending up a flare to guide you on,
Syphoning the best times that we've known,
And spiralling their outlines in the snow, in the snow

Cos my hands are open, comfort me,
Will you comfort me,
Like someone you've chosen,
Comfort me

Cos I, I don't fade, I don't fall, easily,
So if you want some you take all of me,
Cos I, I'm like sun, with all her gravity,
Follow home all those memories

Cos oh, the silence of the things we used to say,
Oh, oh the silence of the songs we used to play

I don't fade, I don't fall, easily,
So, if you want some you take all of me, all of me
Cos I, I'm like sun, with all her gravity,
Follow home all those memories

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23:23 Apr 07 2020
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14:06 Apr 07 2020
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23:08 Apr 06 2020
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10:54 Apr 06 2020
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23:41 Apr 05 2020
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You can't control what others may do or say, but you can control how you react to their words and actions. Why would you give someone you claim to hate the power to affect how you feel? Suicidal thoughts are not something to use for pity and sympathy. If you truly feel like taking your life, seek professional help. Don't throw it out there while laying the blame on someone else. As someone who has struggled with depression, with suicidal thoughts, with attempts at ending thir own life, I get it. But for real, get help. Talk to someone. Get off the fucking computer and find a professional to speak to.


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XiaoHuli
XiaoHuli
23:44 Apr 05 2020

A FUCKING MEN I rarely ever agree with you but this time you have a damn point!





KingWasabi
KingWasabi
23:45 Apr 05 2020

I never thought this day would come. I agree with you. I could not of said it better myself. I think he’ll has froze over today.





XxSithisxX
XxSithisxX
02:59 Apr 06 2020

Absofuckinglutely.





NITEOWL47
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15:23 Apr 06 2020

Accurate





 

19:39 Apr 04 2020
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Kevin came by and dropped some things off. He went to Costco and picked up a few things for us, clorox, some milk, bacon for my mom. He's pretty adamant about neither of us going out for the next couple of weeks. But, my mom still has to go to work, so, I mean, she has to. He told us that they might still send Liz and Lucas up to Oregon with her mom until June. Here in California we're supposed to hit our peak in the next couple of weeks, and with Kevin having to work the jails, he really doesn't want to chance it with Liz being pregnant or getting Lucas sick. So, they're going to talk to her OB/GYN on Wednesday and see what he suggests. Personally, I think she should go, better not to chance it. It was nice actually seeing my brother, we hadn't since we all had that family dinner last month. But yeah, we'll see what happens with everything.


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21:47 Apr 03 2020
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01:27 Apr 03 2020
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10:35 Apr 02 2020
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11:53 Apr 01 2020
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What is with the sudden influx of people just viewing my profile and portfolio multiple times each day? Like, you expecting something to change? It's creepy, people. Plus, it makes me super suspicious. I've had people steal my whole profile before as well as my images. So... I'm not the biggest fan of constant visitations.


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ZombieMLegendre
ZombieMLegendre
13:28 Apr 01 2020

I've always been suspecious of that kind of activity.





ZombieMLegendre
ZombieMLegendre
13:28 Apr 01 2020

*suspicious





ReaperSoulMate
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15:55 Apr 01 2020

I'm right there with you on the spot I have one person that visits me daily and they know I hate them through my journal or profile.





NITEOWL47
NITEOWL47
04:16 Apr 02 2020

...-whistles X Files theme-

And here I thought I was the head of your fan club, Alice. =^.^=





 

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