I miss my Cheshire.
I miss those phone conversations that went on for hours and hours, lasting well into the night.
I miss being close, like we used to be. Knowing everything about each other, so unafraid to be who we really were.
I miss knowing what was going on in your life, never being kept in the dark about how you were feeling, or what you were suffering through.
I miss having you by my side, like back in the old days. My go-to for everything.
I miss being able to be there for you, your one constant companion.
I just really, really miss you.
I miss my Alice. The simple fact of the matter is that time causes rifts. Small perhaps, but they grow. I knew it was happening and thought that if I let it, you'd be better off...I thought if I could perhaps keep you safe from knowing about my troubles, that it would improve things for you, make you happier.
I was a fool to believe this. You mean the world to me, and always have. I will try to change the way things have become.
God knows my other friends have noticed this trend, and they aren't happy with me either. heh
So...I cannot make up for the time I spent away from you, only tell you that I am still by your side, as I always have been. And always will be.
Things get sorted out so easily if all parties involved are willing to talk it out like adults. :]
I'm totally a tranny Chewbacca STD infested dirty cunt whore Lord of the Rings thing who fucks other people's boyfriends.
So saith the anons.
So, I was going to press the roses. Well, that's out of the question now, I had to throw them away. My cat, Ishtar, knocked the vase off my dresser this morning and ruined what was left of the flowers. It's a shame, I am really going to miss the scent they gave my bedroom. It was amazing.
If the rate was so "meaningless" there was no reason for rating me lower when I put more work into my profile than you ever would. And there was no need to rate me a one when I returned the seven you had so graciously given me. Plus that block. Yeah, I totally buy into your whole "ratings are meaningless" nonsese..Totally buy into it. :]
Really now.. Do these childish actions taken against each other never cease? You people are grown men and women, why can you not act like it?
I had hoped that with all the medication I took and orange juice I drank yesterday, I would feel somewhat better today. Nope. High hopes that have been shattered. Instead I feel kinda worse. At least it isn't my throat this time. I should be thankful for that.
Still feel awful after a long nap. My head is so clogged up. And to top it off, I am running a slight fever. I hate being sick. This rain and cold weather isn't helping me either.
It's awesome how I go from being fine to being sick almost instantaniously. I wake up with a stuffed up nose, scratchy throat, and pounding headache. And I was perfectly fine last night. I guess it's my own fault for sleeping with my window open all.night when it's been lretty cold out. This is so not cool.
Does the term "juggalo" secretly stand for "I'm a whiny emo bitch who demands people to join in on my pity parties"? Because damn, that's all I have ever seen from these clowns. Well, being all emo and painting themselves up like idiots.
Simple observation time.. What is with the new cyber bullying nonsense that's popped up around here lately? Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that cyber bullying isn't something serious, but it seems like everyone is screaming wolf at the drop of a hat. Oh no, someone rated me a one! They're being a cyber bully! Someone said something mean in their cam about so and so! Cyber bully! Yeah, it's getting silly. And all these journals with copy-pasted nonsense taken from Wikipedia or other internet sites is just ridiculous. You obviously don't know a damn thing about cyber bullying if this is what you claim it is.
It is all over the Honor rates mostly and it's gotten pretty stupid.
It's the new pity party for emos.
I sure dont consider low rates or dishonour bullying...thats all just a part of the website.But there are some things going on behind the scenes that I would consider cyber bullying for sure.
When you keep telling someone to go kill theirself because they are fat and ugly etc.Or that youre gonna hurt them in some way and other thing of that nature..yeah.Thats cyber bullying.
I read some sort of page on here. I think this is plain nonsense.
"Silent harassment is when a group of people ignore another person to the point where that person feels neglected, unwanted, and unworthy. Ignoring a person just because you find it funny is WRONG. It can lead to attempted or successful suicides."
What's up with that? Just because a person is mature enough to let go means they're "wrong"? Pftt.
What? Silent harrassment?...thats a new one.
An utterly stupid one at that.
It's a little disgusting that you think you're such hot stuff that you have to go shirtless every time you're on cam. Every time I view the cams page and your on, BOOM! gross man-child nipples on cam. And it's also disgusting that so many older women flock to you when you do so. Nothing like watching something barely legal sit there shirtless and pretend that he's the most awesome thing since sliced bread.
Oh wait.. yes there is. Pretty much anything else.
Created a new background for this account. I like it, it's all grungy and awesome. And it beats that picture of the street by my house with all the damn palm trees.
Next step.. redoing everything else.
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