So, last night at one, I just couldn't sit in my room and hope for Aphrodite to come back, so I went out to look for her. And, I found her! I walked all around the complex, and found her sitting on the curb by the entrance. I called her name and she ran right to me.
Now everything is back to normal, Ishtar is thrilled to have her friend back, just as I am. I'm just so glad I decided to go out and look for her again, or I may very well still be worrying about her.
I feel like shit. Communicating in any manner that isn't a one syllable reply is becoming rather difficult. Ishtar keeps sitting by the front door, and the sliding glass window, just waiting. Like, if she stays there Aphrodite will suddenly appear before her. It's so fucking depressing to watch.
I can't really think of anything except all the bad things that could have befallen my Dite. And, my brother pissed me off to the point where I nearly socked him in the mouth. He told me to get over it, that she's just a cat. Yeah.. says the guy who has his dead dog's collar hanging on the rear view mirror in his car, and her ashes in a box on the entertainment center. Just a cat.. She's more than that. She's family. She's my best friend. She's the one true companion I have around here. She'll never be "just a cat" in my eyes.
I don't know what to do with myself. I don't want to just sit here and hope that she'll come back. I want to go out there and find her. But, I really don't know where else to look. I've asked everyone I saw today, searched high and low, and I came up with nothing. I think in the morning I'll make some posters to hang around. Maybe, just maybe, she got picked up by some nice person. I'm also going to call the local vets and shelters around here, see if they haven't picked her up, or had someone bring her in. If there weren't coyotes running the streets right now, I'd totally be out there looking for her. Even if it is past midnight.
You just moved I believe? She is most likely returning to your old place. Cats tend to do this, something in there DNA. That's why we lock them in the house. You will find her, try not to worry...
Going thru the same thing, My Akasha disappear a few nights ago and i have gone out and looked and called for her every day and night, being i just moved 5 states away from where I lived i sure hope she doesnt try to go back home.
So, much to most of my family's mortification, I watch (and love) shows about weddings. Shows like Say Yes To The Dress, Amazing Wedding Cakes, Girl Meets Gown, and well, you get the idea. I don't know what it is about these shows, perhaps I watch them to get ideas for my own wedding. Or, maybe I'm just weird..
Anyway, the more I look into wedding gowns, the more I realize that St. Pucchi will be my go to designer. And, well, that this gown is meant for me.
Congrats to WallFlower. I don't think anyone deserves the position of Dominar more than he does. :]
I'm just waiting for the Acolyte status to run out on Tinnu's account, then I'll be set.
I want him on the Procurator team. Maybe i can steal him over lol. No he makes a better Dominar i think and its sad to see you go.
NO! I'll stay a dominar, haha, I was procurator once..ugh I had no idea of what I was doing. It was horrible.
And thanks ImmortalxKiss. :)
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