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Inner Struggle

17:53 Jan 15 2010
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Closing the door I drop my keys and jacket.

Another day in a life of criticism

Why do they all have to say things

Can’t they just leave me alone?



Stepping into the shower I ignore the sting

Hot water scolding away the days comments

Repetition through my mind

Their disapproval of me digging deep



Drying off I look in the mirror

What is so wrong with me

I’m either someone to help others feel better

Or a tool to be used and thrown away



Clenching my teeth I glare at myself

Everything I have been through

The good and the oh so terribly bad

Has made me into who and what I am today



I am strong and proud

I will not let them beat me down

I am all that stands between them and true pain

I am the guardian



Pulling on my black turtle neck

I ready for the night

Lacing my boots

I tighten my resolve



Taken a deep breath I call forth my other side

I call forth Her

The strong one who has the confidence and strength

I call forth Claudia



Leaning into the turns I ride my motorcycle

Climbing up the mountain I enjoy the sting of the wind

Invigorated my the night I speed around a tight turn

Climbing to my watch



Taking off my helmet I step over to the edge

Looking down the cliff onto my city

I crouch down and watch

The comings and goings



During the day they shun me. During the night I protect them



I am strong and proud. Try to hurt me….



(Inspired by NoctisLucisCaelum's Heaven or Hell)


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