The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I knew that you were afraid

And I assured you not to fear

I knew you needed me there

You knew I needed you here

Time seemed so precious

Since we had found this between us

There was so much between us

You promised not to let it stop you

From getting to me

You would never have ceased

Until you felt me near

For we had all of these blank pages

We had yet to fill

With perfect memories

All of them were for only you

I didn't mind waiting forever

I shall have passed the time

Knowing you exist

Thinking about your smile

I already could not resist

Even I was denied the sight of your face

By your side was the only place

I would be for eternity in your arms

For it was the only place

That I could feel free

The only place I could simply be me

While knowing that was all you needed

But perversly I had hurt you

The one thing I had sworn to never do

Adding to my miseries

And if you don't forgive me

This shall be my last apology

As I wither in agony

And tears shall rain from my heart

As my every thought, my every move

Shall be to reimburse my trust with you

Until you approve

And if you never forgive me

Only God will

For I shall never forgive myself

What is this in me?

This newfound doubt

I wait as it consumes me

Falling in and falling out

Of a feeling that I can't seem

to hold close to me

Though it is within my reach

This feeling that has held me

together all these years

Is resting right in front of me

Watching all of my tears

I am on a vessel

and this feeling is the determined sea

for as soon as I pull myself out of the water

It swells up and captures me beneath

I'm drowning and I cannot breathe

But it is this that rescues me

This escape

from what lies above

Keeps me addicted

to my one true love

With this in mind I"ll strive

while this doubt is yet alive

to force it up and out of my sea

Defeating that which keeps me from thee