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Blood in the Cut (K. Flay)

04:46 Jul 31 2021
Times Read: 37


Guess I'm contagious, it'd be safest if you ran
F*ck, that's what they all just end up doing in the end
Take my car and paint it black
Take my arm, break it in half
Say something, do it soon
It's too quiet in this room

I need noise
I need the buzz of a sub
Need the crack of a whip
Need some blood in the cut

I need noise
I need the buzz of a sub
Need the crack of a whip
Need some blood in the cut

I need blood in the cut
I need blood in the cut

Met back up with the boy I love
Cried on the streets of San Francisco
I don't have an agenda
All I do is pretend to be okay so my friends
Can't see my heart in the blender

Lately, I've been killing all my time
Reading through your messages, my favorite way to die
Take my head and kick it in
Break some bread for all my sins
Say a word, do it soon
It's too quiet in this room

I need noise
I need the buzz of a sub
Need the crack of a whip
Need some blood in the cut

I need noise
I need the buzz of a sub
Need the crack of a whip
Need some blood in the cut

I need blood in the cut
I need blood in the cut


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Stained Glass

09:15 Jul 30 2021
Times Read: 52


A wish of transparency
But the glass, painted
With beautiful images
And bright colors
-distorts-
The other side
If you saw,
would you break
the glass?
Or just, walk away
Or maybe
You'd stay
-Maybe-
You'd help paint new panes
But you'd never see the temple again
You'd only see the glass


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EstrangedOne
EstrangedOne
10:05 Jul 30 2021

Quite an interesting use of metaphor, kiddo. Impressive, really.



FoxFire
FoxFire
15:58 Jul 30 2021

Thank you.





 

Mr. Perfectly Fine (Taylor Swift)

23:45 Jul 26 2021
Times Read: 82


Mr. "Perfect face"
Mr. "Here to stay"
Mr. "Looked me in the eye and told me you would never go away"
Everything was right
Mr. "I've been waiting for you all my life"
Mr. "Every single day until the end, I will be by your side"

But that was when I got to know Mr. "Change of heart"
Mr. "Leaves me all alone, " I fall apart
It takes everything in me just to get up each day
But it's wonderful to see that you're okay

Hello Mr. "Perfectly fine"
How's your heart after breaking mine?
Mr. "Always at the right place at the right time, " baby

Hello Mr. "Casually cruel"
Mr. "Everything revolves around you"
I've been Miss "Misery" since your goodbye
And you're Mr. "Perfectly fine"

Mr. "Never told me why"
Mr. "Never had to see me cry"
Mr. "Insincere apology so he doesn't look like the bad guy"

He goes about his day
Forgets he ever even heard my name
Well, I thought you might be different than the rest
I guess you're all the same

'Cause I hear he's got his arm 'round a brand-new girl
I've been pickin' up my heart, he's been pickin' up her
And I never got past what you put me through
But it's wonderful to see that it never phased you

Hello Mr. "Perfectly fine"
How's your heart after breakin' mine?
Mr. "Always at the right place at the right time, " baby

Hello Mr. "Casually cruel"
Mr. "Everything revolves around you"
I've been Miss "Misery" since your goodbye

And you're Mr. "Perfectly fine"
So dignified in your well-pressed suit
So strategized, all the eyes on you
Sashay away to your seat
It's the best seat, in the best room

Oh, he's so smug, Mr. "Always wins"
So far above me in every sense
So far above feeling anything
And it's really such a shame
It's such a shame

'Cause I was Miss "Here to stay"
Now I'm Miss "Gonna be alright someday"
And someday maybe you'll miss me
But by then, you'll be Mr. "Too late"

Goodbye Mr. "Perfectly fine"
How's your heart after breakin' mine?
Mr. "Always at the right place at the right time, " baby

Goodbye Mr. "Casually cruel"
Mr. "Everything revolves around you"
I've been Miss "Misery" for the last time

And you're Mr. "Perfectly fine"
You're perfectly fine

Mr. "Look me in the eye and told me you would never go away"
You said you'd never go away


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EstrangedOne
EstrangedOne
11:17 Jul 27 2021

To use the words of one of my old pieces;

You cannot know your Devil, without looking in his eyes;
The memories soon long-passed will be nothing more than lies.
You cannot know your Devil, without looking in his eyes;
Eventually, the game will turn into a storm's raging tides.

But when you meet Thy Devil, will you have the strength to
Face him in the darkest fires, where there is nowhere for you
To run, when all you want to do, within your deepest dream
Is let out your most piecing scream?

The funny thing is that I originally wrote it as a means to convey something that I couldn't explain to someone in my most plain of words.





 

My Immortal (Evanescence)

09:03 Jul 23 2021
Times Read: 111


You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
And you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone, I'm alone...


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EstrangedOne
EstrangedOne
21:09 Jul 24 2021

I can't feel my faith, I cannot recall my crime.
I think I sealed my fate along the way, I may have lost my mind.
I guess we're all damaged in our own way, alone in our own way.
Distant headlights, desolate highway.

The sun doesn't rise, at all.

~~ Mushroom Head

Interestingly enough, the song holds a deeper and stronger message, the more you listen to it.





FoxFire
FoxFire
04:14 Jul 25 2021

I like it.





 

Creep (Radiohead)

21:06 Jul 20 2021
Times Read: 147


When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door (run)
She's running out
She run, run, run, run,
Run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here


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Fall From Grace

13:06 Jul 20 2021
Times Read: 157


He stroked her clipped wings
Told her to believe
She could fly, he would help
If she could just conceive

Of a world for him and her
Awaiting upon the cloud
Where past transgressions waned
Where they could both stand proud

Hand in hand, he pulled her
His smile coaxing her on
Her steps uncertain
But face radiating the dawn

She spread her broken wings
Perched herself on the peak
His hand stroked her back
His thumb caressed her cheek

"I'm afraid," she whispered.
"What if I fall?"
"I'll still love you," he replied. 
"Broken wings and all."

Then his lips swept hers
With one firm shove she fell
His laughter following her
To her own personal hell


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Trick or Truth

04:15 Jul 20 2021
Times Read: 170


Halo lost
Tossed aside
Hanging on the banister
A cheap parlor trick, she says
With a flick of her forked tongue
As she hands out sins and secrets,
Wagers lost at the devil's table

And they believe
Ignoring the light
Of the halo still aglow


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EstrangedOne
EstrangedOne
04:51 Jul 20 2021

When the darkness overturned is all that seems remaining,
What is left now, but a twisted, warped mind straining?
When what stains is but a dream unveiled, as if once cared,
Wherefore, now, does the price seem to end...
As the candles fall upon salt dead,
The flames should die, yet they seem to spread, instead?

What is the point of that halo, when only a symbol?
What is the point of the horns when what truly adorns
Is nothing more than theology once again reborn?
When the shadows arise again, inside, and the cage revealed
Is nothing more than a self-induced prison of the life now congealed,

The Devil has already lost his own wage,
And now, he would seek to only "even the page".





 

My Heart is Broken (Evanescence)

01:32 Jul 05 2021
Times Read: 195


I will wander 'til the end of time
Torn away from you

I pulled away to face the pain
I close my eyes and drift away
Over the fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul
And I will wander 'til the end of time
Torn away from you

My heart is broken
Sweet sleep my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow's hold
Over my heart heart

I can't go on living this way
But I can't go back the way I came
Chained to this fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul
And I will wander 'til the end of time
Half-alive without you

My heart is broken
Sweet sleep my dark angel
Deliver us

Change
Open your eyes to the light
I denied it all so long oh so long
Say goodbye goodbye

My heart is broken
Release me
I can't hold on
Deliver us

My heart is broken
Sweet sleep my dark angel
Deliver us

My heart is broken
Sweet sleep my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow's hold


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ThunderMoon
ThunderMoon
01:59 Jul 05 2021

Love this





 

Hope Dwindling

23:42 Jul 04 2021
Times Read: 203


We were a fire
Burning brightly in the cold
Keeping the demons at bay

Now no more inspired
No more stories told
As hope dwindles away


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