Love and hate
They are both tied into fate
My heart is in pain
Was it all a big mistake
I dunno whether to be sad
Or to be mad
But I'm drunk
And I'm glad
I feel no pain
I'm going insane
Nothing is clear
I see a broken mirror
My nightmare is a reality
I opened my eyes and now i see
Why i fear my destiny
Empty bottles are all i find
I'm going insane
Trapt in my own mind
Everything was crystal clear
I don't know what i did wrong
Now i sit in this drunken fear
Why was i even trying
Now I'm sitting in the dark crying
Drinking away my sorrow
Drinking away my heartache
Knowing it will be back tomorrow
I dwell in the past
Why didn't the best of it last
It wont stop haunting
Why does it have to follow
Now i sit in this drunken sorrow
Red and Black
Are one in the same
One brings darkness
The other brings pain
Both considered sad
Both drive a person mad
One the color of blood
the one that fills the void
The other the color of darkness
the one that fills my mind
One the color of blood that spills from my vains
The other the color I see as I scream in pain.
Now this blood it fills my lungs
Screaming agony in silent tongues
I'm shattering with no known voice
Blankness all around
Blood red tears of lonliness
With only a silent sound
Filled with constant darkness
the black overtakes
aching for the sweet relief
the flow of red will make
to make the red flow
it takes just one swift move
across the wrist
through the old groove
Scared and Broken
The Fears never Spoken
That all drip away
When the Rope starts to Fray
My life is in a state of the Insane
The blood flows
Yet I feel no pain
My Blood flows like the rain
Someday you suffer the torment
But now my blood soaks the cement
Where i lay cold, and dead-like.
Letting the blow flow through the cracks
Leaking through heaven, Pouring down on me.
Nothing is as it seems
Drift away into your nocturnal dream
An empty shell is what I've become
Hated by most
Loved by some
Drift off into the silence that is my mind
An empty love that is so blind
Drift off into the world we live in
Children born in dying sin
Enter the empty shell that is me
Then maybe my pain you can see
Close your eyes and start to weep
Close your eyes and fall asleep
Dream of you
Dream of me
That's the only way we will ever be
I am the one who chose my path
Now I feel the aftermath
Can you see deep beneath my skin
Can you see my soul dying deep within
Hear me scream inside my mind
Eternal pain is what you will find
I never thought I would ever fall
You just sat there and watched it all
I am alive yet I am still dying
My eyes are dry
Yet I am still crying
My pain isn't what it may seem
Let me die in my eternal dream
Where are you
When I need you the most
Vanish into thin air
When I feel like a ghost
Where has my life been taken
The lord has deemed me forsaken
I wish I could go to sleep
NEVER TO AWAKEN!
So I bottle everything far away
Hope nobody can see
Alone I stay
So just leave me BE!
Everyone tries to help
They all try to guide
still none in which I confide
They all look at me as if I have a disease
So I'm a Ghost
To keep my mind at ease
Soon my forsaken soul
The devil will cease
Till then...
I'm just a ghost!
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