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ETERNAL BROKEN HEART
05:55 Jul 07 2012
Times Read: 464

i'm in a tunnel crying my eyes out.

why'd you have have to do this to me.

i loved you but you didn't return the favor.

you destroyed me 4 the second time.

i'm tired of the crying and having a broken heart.

just seeing you and hanging out with you, open's up my wounds that have healed.

telling me you haven't loved me 4 a while when i loved you and gave you everything.

you thrown my love away like a piece of garbage.

i don't want to stay alive.

the pain is to great to deal with at times.

where is my prince charming to save my broken heart.

will i ever get over him?

i hope so because every night i cry for him and he doesn't care, he laughs at my pain.

i'm back in the tunnel while i'm crying i find a sharp piece of glass and watch the sweet red juice that pumped through my veins bleeding through my wrist .

i watch the blood drip down my arms like water out of a pipe .

smileing as i fall asleep into darkness and douting anyone will ever find my body and finlly happy at peace.

IN MY BED AT NIGHT
05:48 Jul 07 2012
Times Read: 458

crying on my bed.crying in pain.crying for someone to hold me.watching the blood pour from my arms,wrists,and ankles. feeling so empty inside. looking at the cuts on my ankels,arms, and wrists.not wanting to feel so empty anymore.wanting to feel oved and be loved.crying on my bed while the razor blade cuts through my skin and the warm red blood flows down past my arm and onto my bed.wanting my self to stop feeling so empty inside but that won't happen for a while.wanting someone to take the razor blade and kiss my wonds and tell me it will be all right and im here and im never going to leave you.crying on my bed while watching blood seep down my body and feeling lonly and empty as i slip away and die in pain.

RIGHT NOW
05:46 Jul 07 2012
Times Read: 461








sitting on my bathroom floor watching the blood driping from my arm to the floor every second.i think to myself wht is there to live for anymore.

why should i live no one cares for me.no one loves me.so y should i be in this world if no one wants me. all i want is the pain that i have every day to go away.to not feel emty anymore . to feel loved again.no one will ever love me like that ever again.so i think to myself should i end my life and be done being hurt all the time by ppl promising u things and then they break them when not once have i broken a promise to any one. am i that dead inside .all i want is for some one to love me for me and at least keep promises and not break them. im sitting on the bathroom floor wish that my pain will go away.crying on the bathroom floor with blood surounding me.