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Scars

01:36 Sep 26 2009
Times Read: 534


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And my scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

You're making me insane

All I can say is



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That you're drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassion's in my nature

Tonight is our last stand



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever come around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause you're drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself





I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel


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AMurderOfSin
AMurderOfSin
21:07 Sep 29 2009

Good song..





VampireLover91
VampireLover91
21:25 Oct 02 2009

It definatly is =)





 

Swing Life Away

04:19 Sep 17 2009
Times Read: 560


Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?

Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?

Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?



I'll show you mine if you show me yours first,

Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse.

Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words.



[Chorus]

We live on front porches and swing life away,

We get by just fine here on minimum wage.

If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end,

I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.



I've been here so long; think that its time to move.

The winter's so cold summer's over too soon.

so let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow.



I've got some friends, some that I hardly know.

But we've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world.

We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go.



[Chorus]

We live on front porches and swing life away,

We get by just fine here on minimum wage.

If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end,

I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.

Until you hold my hand.



I'll show you mine if you show me yours first,

Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse.

Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words.



[Chorus]

We live on front porches and swing life away,

We get by just fine here on minimum wage.

If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end,

I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.

Until you hold my hand.



Swing life away,

Swing life away,

Swing life away,

Swing life away.


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AMurderOfSin
AMurderOfSin
08:53 Sep 18 2009

That's really nice..





 

Only One

06:30 Sep 16 2009
Times Read: 561


Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason



I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know



Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you

You are my only, my only one



Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone



And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know



Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you

You are my only my only one



Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone



Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

My only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one


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last christmas

05:38 Sep 16 2009
Times Read: 563


I don't understand how this can be a christmas song...=/



Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day, You gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special



Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day, You gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special



Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance but you still catch my eye

Tell me baby do you recognise me?

Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me



(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again



Chorus



(Oooh. Oooh Baby)



A crowded room, friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice

My God I thought you were someone to rely on

Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A man undercover but you tore me apart

Oooh Oooh

Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again



Chorus



A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

(Gave you my heart)

A man undercover but you tore me apart

Next year

I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special

special

someone

someone

I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special

who'll give me something in return

I'll give it to someone

hold my heart and watch it burn

I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special

I've got you here to stay

I can love you for a day

I thought you were someone special

gave you my heart

I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone

last christmas I gave you my heart

you gave it away

I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone


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I don't want to miss a thing

04:47 Sep 16 2009
Times Read: 564


I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While youre far away dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure



Dont want to close my eyes

I dont want to fall asleep

Cause Id miss you baby

And I dont want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

Id still miss you baby

And I dont want to miss a thing



Lying close to you feeling your heart beating

And Im wondering what youre dreaming

Wondering if its me youre seeing

Then I kiss your eyes

And thank God were together

I just want to stay with you in this moment forever

Forever and ever



Dont want to close my eyes

I dont want to fall asleep

Cause Id miss you baby

And I dont want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

Id still miss you baby

And I dont want to miss a thing



I dont want to miss one smile

I dont want to miss one kiss

I just want to be with you

Right here with you, just like this

I just want to hold you close

Feel your heart so close to mine

And just stay here in this moment

For all the rest of time



Dont want to close my eyes

I dont want to fall asleep

Cause Id miss you baby

And I dont want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

Id still miss you baby

And I dont want to miss a thing



Dont want to close my eyes

I dont want to fall asleep

I dont want to miss a thing


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Hurt

04:35 Sep 16 2009
Times Read: 565


I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember everything



[Chorus:]

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt



I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here



[Chorus:]

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt



If I could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way



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Mad World

04:32 Sep 16 2009
Times Read: 568


All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere





Their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow

No tomorrow, no tomorrow





And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very

Mad World

Mad world





Children waiting for the day they feel good

Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday

And I feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen, sit and listen





Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, no one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson

Look right through me, look right through me





And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very

Mad World

Mad World





Enlarging your world

Mad World.











You lied to me and said you wouldn't leave me. Now I lied....



Goodbye!


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Come back to me

01:11 Sep 16 2009
Times Read: 569


You say you gotta go and find yourself

You say that you're becoming someone else

Don't recognize the face in the mirror

Looking back at you



You say you're leaving

As you look away

I know there's really nothing left to say

Just know I'm here

Whenever you need me

I'll wait for you



So I'll let you go

I'll set you free

And when you see what you need to see

When you find you come back to me



Take your time i wont go anywhere

Picture you with the wind in your hair

I'll keep your things right where you left them

I'll be here for you



Oh and I'll let you go

I'll set you free

And when you see what you need to see

When you find you come back to me



And i hope you find everything that you need

I'll be right here waiting to see

You find you come back to me



I can't get close if your not there

I can't get inside if there's no soul to bear

I can't fix you i can't save you

Its something you have to do



So I'll let you go

I'll set you free

And when you see what you need to see

When you find you come back to me

Come back to me

So I'll let you go

I'll set you free

And when you see what you need to see

When you find you come back to me



And i hope you find everything that you need

I'll be right here waiting to see

You find you come back to me



When you find you come back to me

When you find you come back to me

When you find you come back to me


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Almost lover

05:18 Sep 14 2009
Times Read: 571


Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever trick



Well, I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me



[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do



We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me

Images

And when you left, you kissed my lips

You told me you would never, never forget

These images



No



Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me



[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do



I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine



Did I make it that

Easy to walk right in and out

Of my life?



[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should have known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do


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Always know where you are

05:17 Sep 14 2009
Times Read: 572


It's good to see the sun

And feel this place

This place I never thought would feel like home



And I ran forever

Far away and I

I always thought I'd end up here alone



Somehow

The world has changed and

I've come home

To give you back the things they took from you



And I feel you now

I'm not allone I'll

Always know where you are

When I see myself I'll always

Know where you are

Where you are



And I found something

That was always there

Sometimes it's got to hurt before you feel



But now I'm strong and

I won't kneel

Except to thank who's watching over me



Somehow

I feel so strong and I've begun

To be the one I never thought I'd be



And I feel you now

I'm not alone I'll

Always know where you are

When I see myself I'll

Always know where you are

Where you are



Now, it's all so clear and

I believe

That everything's been opened up to me

And I feel you now

I'm not alone

I always know

I always know where you are



When I see myself I'll

Always know where you are

When I feel the sun I'll

Always know where you are

When I see myself I'll

Always know where you are

Where you are


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I'm still here

05:16 Sep 14 2009
Times Read: 573


I am a question to the world

Not an answer to be heard

Or a moment that's held in your arms



And what do you think you'd ever say

I won't listen anyway

You don't know me

And I'll never be what you want

Me to be



And what

Do you think you'd understand

I'm boy, no, I'm a man

You can't take me

And throw me away



And how

Can you learn what's never shown

Yeah, you stand here on your own

They don't know me

'Cause I'm not here



[Chorus]

And I want a moment to be real

Want to touch things I don't feel

Wanna hold on and feel I belong



And how can the world want me to change

They're the ones that stay the same

They don't know me

'Cause I'm not here



And you see the things they never see

All you wanted - I could be

Now you know me

And I'm not afraid



And I want to tell you who I am

Can you help me be a man

They can't break me

As long as I know who I am



[Chorus]



And how can the world want me to change

They're the ones that stay the same

They can't see me

But I'm still here



They can't tell me who to be

'Cause I'm not what they see

Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me

And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe



[Chorus]



And how can you say I'll never change

They're the ones that stay the same

I'm the one now

'Cause I'm still here



I'm the one

'Cause I'm still here

I'm still here

I'm still here

I'm still here


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Fix You

05:15 Sep 14 2009
Times Read: 574


When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse.



And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?



Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you



And high up above earth or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth



Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you



Tears stream, down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face and I...





Tears stream, down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face and I...





Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you.



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