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I'm feeling very...Happy. Friendly. Social!

This is weird for me.

I feel, not myself.

It's odd!



I like it, but I don't, as well!

Someone like me who is afraid of change...It doesn't work.

I feel like i'm not in my own skin anymore.

I hope it lasts...

I'm being contradictory, But...

Yeah.

Why do people have to ruin good things?



You have a good friendship with someone, and then they ruin it by having feelings for you.

I'm not saying it's his fault. He fell for someone who cannot commit and who has tons of issues that will never be dealt with...

It's my fault. For being me, and then not feeling the same way.

Gosh, do I hate feelings. why is it god lets this happen. Why can't he make it where two people share the same feelings for one another, or no one has feelings at all.

I hate having to deny people, and that's exactly what I did.

I broke this man's heart, and now I've lost an important friend!

Now I feel as if I have no one to listen to me... No one who cares what I say! =(



I suppose I deserve it...

No...





I KNOW that I deserve it.

I deserved to lose his friendship

Ughhhhh.

Why does it exist?



I'm so lonely...

Some guys like me..

but i'm not attracted to any of them!

I'm always attracted to jerks...



So why does it have to exist?

Why can't I just like the ones that like me?

Life would be so simple if attraction wasn't in the way =(







Then again,

It's probably necessary...

who knows!

...Are bad for you.



With that knowledge,

Why do I want to do them...



Weed!...



...Is a depressant.



With THAT knowledge,

Why do I want to continue smoking it...

I'm already depressed as it is!



I'm confizzled! =/