It doesn't surprise me that things have been as they are lately for me.
When you're the one who always has to be strong, who always has to overcome the challenges, who becomes the rock that everyone else in life gets to stand on when the wild waters rush in....
Eventually shit breaks down.
I can't always be the strong one. Even rocks need other rocks.
PA: Everything checks out. Looks like you're in great health!
Me: You mean, except for this chronic disease that will eventually kill me.
PA: Yeah, except for that.
One of my best friends was struck by a car on Friday night, and died from her injuries.
She is 29.
She was one of the most wonderful, and amazing people you could ever hope to know.
Life is just one sucker punch after another.
This is complete shit.
Her partner, and her family are absolutely devastated, as am I.
You think there is some deity overseeing all this awful shit that happens. I say, if that is true, your deity hates us.
So much repetition in life. Cycles we get into.
Someday others will recognize it and seek to break those cycles too.
Again, nice, but brief.
People come and go.
Who knows why sometimes. But for what it's worth, it's consistent.
Almost halfway through June.
Every day I have a list of so many things that need to be done.
No way I'll get through everything AND have a full time job.
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