Between Shadows of light and the darkest of night
I hide there where my pain I can't share.
In the cool of the night in the darkness of my heart
I only hide where those whom are seeking me out can be sought.
In this end of the world haze I keep myself in this wicked daze
My darkened life only to someone special can I be as shiny as a new knife.
Seek me only where the darkness falls
Maybe my friend I will let you come past my tall dark walls.
Between shadows of light and darkest of night
I curl up and hide so I no longer have to fight
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Confusion
Sometimes I wonder,
what I'm meant to do.
Sometimes I wonder,
what is here on earth left for me.
Without my kids,
I feel empty and heart broke.
Without my kids I feel worthless and no good.
I want to run,
I want to scream,
I want to spread my wings and fly.
Sometimes I wonder if all I'm meant to do is cry.
Sometimes I feel like there's a fire-storm brewing deep inside of me and there's no way to let it out.
Without a dream its hard to live.
Without my kids it's hard to dream,
it's like I feel dead inside.
All I ever wanted was to have someone stand beside me.
Not in front or behind me,
because then I'll want to flee.
Flee from this world that keeps me chained down.
Flee from this life for which there is no way out.
This is my world of confusion, Welcome to my world of Confusion.
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Mountains
Hiding in these mountains;
Hiding from all my pain and hate;
Hiding from my true, gentle, sweet self.
Hiding in these mountains;
Raging full of anger;
Mountains are who I am;
I cant hide from them for I am them,
Hiding nowhere for I am already found.
The skies are dark but the grass is green;
I want to scream but I can't speak.
I'm drowning in my tears
I'm drowning in the rain
What am I talking about?
The rain is my tears.
My soul may be as bright as the grass,
but my heart is as dark as the skies and is hurting inside.
The mountains are who I am
The mountains can't speak their say
And to tell you the truth neither can I.
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Outcast
I am just a lonely outcast,
knowing somehow my life will never last.
During every argument I get reminded of my past,
I see the world's fading fast.
Knowing I'm one of a kind and wise beyond my years,
I find when I'm alone at night I hide behind my tears.
People laugh when I say I don't have many fears.
I really never new any of my fellow peers.
Knowing I'm a lonely outcast I figure its time to forget my past,
Crying at night ,
wanting to fight,
Trying to figure what's in my sight,
while battling with my problems I try to use all my might.
OUTCAST!
Being a lonely out is no fun at all,
I feel so unbalanced like I'm standing on a ball.
Please help the poor outcast,
I wish I could find a love that will truly last.
