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I Am of the Sanguinarian Type: Blood Is A Life Force For Me In Which I Do Crave And Even Begin To Get Sick When I Don't Feed These Cravings, But The Right Person Changes All Of That The Human Woman In My Life Which Is Now My Donor Has Blood That Smells Tastes And Even Makes Me Feel Different Almost a Euphoric Sensation Or Maybe That Is What Little Human Emotion I have Left Either Way She Is My Own Personal Drug I Would Say



Im Kaylub I Am Wrighting This Because There Seem To Be Alot Of Vamps Out There Warning/Informing Me Of How Dangerous It Is To Be A sanguinarian/Blood Feeder : I Am Aware Of The Dangers Involved Including Blood Born Pathogens Too Much Iron And The Gastrointestinal Issues, All That Aside And Having Learned It All The Hard Way For The Last 13 Years I Still Cant Find Anything To Replace the Satisfaction Of Warm Fresh Blood I Have Tried Raw Steak Which My Mom Was Hoping Would Help And Did Kinda But Always Left Me UN Satisfied And I Later Realized The Difference Was Animal Blood is Gross It Tastes Different And In Most cases Cant Be Found Fresh Also Left Me Feeling Drained Almost Like I Was The Donor Not The Feeder,From The Time I was Born i Had Real Bad Bloody noses, Weakness(I Was Always Worn Out Never Wanted to play With The Neighbors, I Would Get Real Bad Headaches That Would Not Let me Sleep At Night and When My "asthma" Would Flare Up I Could Not Breath,And Always Had Really Bad Circulation Cold Hands And feet, Every Docs Answer Was "ANEMIA" And They Tried Every Supplement Out There, Unfortunately They Never Were Able To Make Me Normal.Then When I was 13 Years Old I Tasted Human Blood (Outside Of My Own Due Top The Bloody Noses) For The First Time And It Was A little Awkward Even More So Because The Group I Did It With Was Doing It As a Fan Following/Ritual And Most Every One Became Sick In Some Way Or Another Except Me Later because They Were Freaked Out By My Thirst I was Asked to Not Return To our Meetings Kinda Funny To Me That i Liked there Idea Too Much I guess Since Then But Since Then I Have Been Feeding On Almost Any Donor That Would Allow Me To Do So Scary Most Girls Off Cause Of Corse At First Its a Turn On Until They Realize It Wasn't Just Something I Do Its Some Thing I Rely On For Normal Every Day Function. Then It Makes Me A Weirdo Well I Have Done My Research And It Makes Total Since Why I Crave Blood But I Still Haven't Figured Out Why I Enjoy It So Much.... To The Point I Am Now A Body Piercer With My Certificate And Every Thing. Currently I Have Become Alot Smarter About my Feeding i Have Learned I Only Need To Feed About 1-2 Times A Week And I Do Feed From Only One Donor Now(Who Is A Willing Party And Has Been Tested For My Safety