click the titles to the left to navigate I am a Sire as well as an Assistant House Master of House Lunazure. I am also Master of Cercle Satanique De Sang mentorship, if you would like to be mentored, please inquire about it, by messaging me. House Lunazure is now run by wonderful Master Vampire and site Administrator: Nekirena. I also am proud Master Mentor of Cercle Satanique De Sang, and if you are under level 80 and wish to be a part of my mentorship, message me and also check out my mentorship page here - Click Here I wanted to note, there are more pictures of me in the next title down. BTW the song playing on my portfolio is Only Smiles by: Periphery Back to Navigation What Makes a Great Profile: In my opinion, what constitutes a great profile. A lot of information on the person and stated with proper grammar. Profile is easy to read and the information is easily found. Informaton is conformed into scroll boxes or a navigation box preferably and not scattered all over the page at various points. Information is not in HUGE fonts that are some strange color and hard to read on a complex background. I also do not like an animated background for someones profile, as makes page take too long to load, especially an animated background on top of another background, it's just too much going on for my eyes to take in. Best to keep it simple, have one background for your profile, and have it be non animated. I also do not like when pictures are HUGE and take 5 years to load, and there are a trillion of them. Save the larger pics for your portfolio if you must I'd say. Last but not least, not one thousand billion protection stamps that constitute most of your profile. You can save those for your portfolio as well. If anyone does need help creating or updating their profile, or help with scroll boxes and such, I am happy to help. I have to add here in regards to the new profile skins and layouts, after skinning one of the new layouts called oracle, I skinned it correctly and customized it to my liking and still I prefer the classic. The new layouts and skins are great if you're into trends, trends normally die out I'm afraid. Nothing beats a classic as it turns out. My profile is the Classic Blue layout skinned, I customized the journal, stalk me, bite me and portfolio icons as you can see. I also customized the Vampire Rave top and bottom logo. Back to Navigation Brompton Cocktail by: Avenged Sevenfold (Out of time...) Doc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised (feeling compromised) and so dehumanized (and so dehumanized) I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends I need that shot to enter my vein My Brompton Cocktail blend Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrong I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong in a lie... I'm tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria) to help me move along (help me move along) I wanna meet my maker in peace, i want to feel alive again So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend I Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrong I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong And I take my life tonight cause I have the right to die how I wanna and leave how I arrived, so alive I believe my sins have been forgiven and I believe my choice will save me from this life please don't question why my sins have been forgotten I believe I'll find peace in afterlife please don't question why I left this way Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrong I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong And I take my life tonight cause I have the right to die how I wanna and leave how I arrived, so alive (Alive) -------------------------------- Digital Bath by: Deftones You move - like I want to To see - like your eyes do We are...downstairs Where no one can see New life - break away Tonight... I feel like more Tonight I... We make the water warm You taste - foreign And I know - you can see The cord - break away cause tonight... I feel like more Tonight...i feel like more Feel like more Tonight... You breathed - then you stop I breathed - and drive you off And tonight I...feel Feel like more Oh! tonight I feel like... I feel like more Tonight I feel like more I feel like more Tonight... -------------------------------- Two Weeks by: All That Remains And you neglected I called you out don't please I said we're stronger than this now you resurrected mistakes years past it seemed and they exist to still haunt you and still you feel like the loneliness is better replaced by this I don't believe it this way and I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize Growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone Still clearly I can hear you say don't leave, don't give up on me two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me you couldn't see that it was not that way swear I never gave up on you I wanted nothing but for that trust again and brick by brick you would take it You feared of phantoms and none exist but you you still saw fit to destroy it and still you feel like the loneliness is better replaced by this I don't believe it this way and I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone still clearly I can hear you say don't leave don't give up on me two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me you couldn't see that it was not that way swear I never gave up on you and you neglected I called you out don't please I said we're stronger than this now You feared of phantoms and none exist but you you still saw fit to destroy it and I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone still clearly I can hear you say don't leave don't give up on me two weeks you ran away I could see it as you turned to stone still clearly I can hear you say don't leave don't give up on me two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me you couldn't see that it was not that way swear I never gave up on you I could see it as you turned to stone still clearly I can hear you say don't leave don't give up on me two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me you couldn't see that it was not that way swear I never gave up on you -------------------------------- Collide by: Skillet We have fallen We have fallen again tonight Where do we go from here When they're tearing down our lives? When all they want is When all they want is For us to live in fear How long can we hold on? Can we hold on? Hold on There's something deep inside That keeps my faith alive When all you can do Is hide from the fear That's deep inside of you Something, something, something Something, something, something To hold me close when I don't know There's something deep inside That keeps my faith alive We are healing But it's killing us inside Can we take a chance? When faith and fear collide We can make it Step out and take it We can't live feeling so numb How long can we hold on? Can we hold on? Hold on There's something deep inside That keeps my faith alive When all you can do Is hide from the fear That's deep inside of you Something, something, something Something, something, something To hold me close when I don't know There's something deep inside That keeps my faith alive [2x] -------------------------------- Shameful by: Atreyu You should have ran for days, you embrace, you betray I am sick to say, you're a sad cliche but when you ran you tripped and fell on a path that led you straight to hell this is the salt in your wounds this is my I told you so. If you knew, what I know would you move, like you do with malicious discontent you went about, hell bent to destroy but did you have a reason why. Here's to lowering caskets of old friends, through choice and consequence we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and (Start over, start over) here's to bearing hatchets with those who you'd never call your friends we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and (Start over, start over) Can you breathe in, reach in, and let it out? The evil inside, thats eating you out, tonight. With every venomous move, I will suck you up and spit you get out of my life, get out of my sight. Here's to lowering caskets of old friends, choice and consequence we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and (Start over, start over) here's to burying hatchets in those who you'd never call your friends we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and (Start over, start over) You let yourself get carried away. Don't act like you're ashamed. You let yourself get carried away. Bow your head now accept the blame. You let yourself get carried away. Bury this with you a waste. Now its time to see, what you don't mean to me. Now its time to see, what you don't mean to me. Now its time to see, what you don't mean to me. Here's to lowering caskets of old friends, choice and consequence, we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and (Start over, start over) here's to burying hatchets in those who you'd never call your friends we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and -------------------------------- Just Stop by: Disturbed Just stop. Enough of the venemous critical comments on my life. Just drop the judgement, and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life. Sit back a moment, and look at the miracle starting in the light. Dont stop the moment, and let the incredible happen knowing that All that you want is to criticize something for nothing. And all that I want is forgiveness one more time to be the best in the world Just stop with all of your little deliberate problems with my life. Enough of all the crippling terrible pain we feel inside. Step back a moment remember how the miracle started in the light. Take back the torment; I'll only enjoy this moment knowing that All that you want is to criticize something for nothing And all that I want is forgiveness one more time. I know that all that we want is to feel inside some kind of comfort with all that we've done. We can hide. We'll be the best in the world. All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion. From the moment that we find ourselves drowning in. All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion. From the moment that we find ourselves drowning in. All that you want is to criticize something for nothing. And all that I want is forgiveness one more time. I know that all that we want is to feel inside. Some kind of comfort. With all that we've done. We can hide. We'll be the best in the world. We'll be the best in the world. Just stop enough of the venemous critical comments on my life. Just drop the judgement and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life. -------------------------------- Song of the Dispossessed by: Dead Can Dance The river is deep and the road is long Daylight comes and I want to go home Awoke this morning To find my people's tongues were tied And in my dreams They were given books to poison their minds The river is deep and the mountain high How long before the other side We are their mortar Their building bricks and their clay Their gold teeth mirror Both our joys and our pain The river is deep and the ocean wide Who will show us how to read the signs The earth is our mother She taught us to embrace the light Now the lord is master She suffers an eternal night You blocked up my ears You plucked out my eyes You cut out my tongue You fed me with lies Oh lord Oh lord Oh lord Oh lord -------------------------------- Crestfallen by: Smashing Pumpkins Who am I to need you when Im down Where are you when I need you around Your life is not your own And all I ask you Is for another chance Another way around you To live by circumstance, once again Who am I to need you now To ask you why to tell you no To deserve your love and sympathy You were never meant to belong to me And you may go, but I know you wont leave Too many years built into memories Your life is not your own Who am I to need you now To ask you why to tell you no To deserve your love and sympathy You were never meant to belong to me Who am I to you? Along the way I lost my faith And as you were, you'll be again To mold like clay, to break like dirt To tear me up in your sympathy You were never meant to belong to me You were never meant to belong to me You were never meant to belong to me -------------------------------- Take A Picture by: Filter Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane I feel so real Chorus Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Yeah I dont believe in I dont believe in In your sanctity You privacy I dont believe in I dont believe in Sanctity A hypocrisy Could everyone agree that No one should be left alone Could everyoone agree that They should not be left alone yeah And I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Kicking and screaming Chorus Hey dad what do you think about your son now Ah hey dad what do you think about your son now -------------------------------- Stillborn by: Black Label Society AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Blinded (Change to Blind Me) Erase what was Stillborn, I have become The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long So empty Just a shell of a man Stillborn, this I understand The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long [But], I've waited here for you, so long [But], I've waited here for you for you The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long [But], I've waited here for you so long [But], I've waited here for you so long [But], I've waited here for you so long I waited here for you for you -------------------------------- Slept So Long by: Jay Gordon (of Orgy) Walking Waiting Alone without a care Hoping And hating Things that I can't bear Did you think it's cool To walk right up To take my life And fuck it up Well did you? Well did you? I see hell in your eyes Taken in by surprise(surprise) Touching you makes me feel alive Touching you makes me die inside Walking, Waiting Alone without a care Hoping And hating Things that I can't bear Did you think it's cool To walk right up To take my life And fuck it up Well did you? I hate you! I see hell in your eyes Taken in by surprise And touching you makes me feel alive Touching you makes me die inside I've slept so long without you It's tearing me apart too How'd it get this far Playing games with this old heart I've killed a million petty souls But I couldn't kill you I've slept so long without you I see hell in your eyes Taken in by surprise Touching you makes me feel alive Touching you makes me die inside -------------------------------- KimDracula by: Deftones The earth Will see our eyes Go blank tonight The earth will rot away Go blank tonight I, I really wish these snakes were your arms I, I really wish you'd make up your mind The earth Disguised a way Don't blink tonight The earth Will see our eyes Don't blink tonight I, I really wish these snakes were your arms I, I really wish you could make up your mind No Blood More More Blood I, I really wish these snakes were your arms I, I really wish you'd make up your mind Blood Down More -------------------------------- The Last One For Life by: Eternal Tears of Sorrow I hear the silent whispers, Darkness still upon me, All those empty words from the buried heart I don't know where fear ends and where hate begins, It's all the same to me, Life is falling apart Hand in hand...side by side I walk with fate in the night The red fluid of life is flowing right along my arms, I feel the sweet blade diving deep inside, This moment I've been waiting for so long a time, when I know the last cut will be for my life I've looked through the eyes of pain and seen the smile of death I've wandered in the shadows of my fears The feathers of a white dove were stained by darkened tears The final tune is soon to be played Hand in hand...side by side I walk with death in the night Back to Navigation Here are some poems I wrote. These poems, along with the rest of my work, can be found in my journal. Following the poems are 3 photos I snapped while on Fire Island one summer, I love it there. Planet Hemorrhage Wish this world would consume you Evil clinging to the earth rage and misanthropy I see no reason to appease you you have worn out your stay here in hell All the ashes of the earth every last breath of death Lord knows I saw it coming time throwing up to expell Fatal moons are so numbing If you only live to tell Begging for you to fall crawl upon the steel earth bleeding denying your rebirth Parasite of my mind Put to rest to comprehend this all at your wake would be best Through the mires of this mind At the gateways of all sin tragedy has many vines forsaken All the dischord of this world echoes of apathy Heaven knows I'd seen the beast how could I not see Wish the gods would devour you Your feet would be bound your body ablaze Banal moons feast for days lepered tongues have no taste Fall upon the still earth Greet your maker horrid fate awaits suffer forever Through the trials of disdain the riots will clamour in the refuge of ones lives it all burns away I have a cauldron for you it bares your name return to the execution for you cannot escape I am the soul collector the spirit evictor I shall have my way All the dischord of failure Insanity applauds you have met your maker Create to destroy hidden stigmata youth shall be undone How sharp the awakening on a path of destruction you will succumb Benevolent mind schemes serve you no good here in the bowels of rank and fear Serve your creator that's how far you've fell My breeds king here heed this reckoning or you're doomed to repeat Cloaked by the thunders of the oblivion in bellies of abyss you'll exist a prism of chaos & sacrilege Without the hands to forage you'll surely rot away & one with the earth be encased on this planet hemorrhage -------------------------------- Sanity Siphon So much binds within us Fraught with decay and stigma The years have had their way I know the path lies within Something deeper moves me And I need to remember Virtues at my feet again Soiled are my past regrets I am one with all the pain Heavy with dread Shadows swarm from overhead My heart beats an eternal rhythm As the dead of night contends So much grinds beneath the flesh As the warm wind comes again Another year will come to pass I know the rain will be immense Flooding deeper still But I need to remember My skin it peels Layers upon layers Still somethings gotta heal I am one with this cruel game Gone is my sanity As another nightmare reigns Is this the fate I can't escape My lungs refrain Falling faster in my dismay As the warm night smothers And I need to recover Moments lost but I remain In such discord A troubled vessel Another century invades Nothing hear to save me My doom grows deeper And I live to remember Shadows warn I'm overcome The darkness looms Nowhere to run My blood it gushes Becoming, A ritual like siphon Is this the fate My holocaust My spirit raped The war drags on Must I live to remember -------------------------------- Apocalypse To see as we do the pain that sears the insides private thoughts are many shared can divide Felt all I could feel ripped straight from me with words built for war A heart never more pure Love lost in between the days are endless pain the consequence I am as I have always been To see as we could what fate may lay to waste trouble reciting words soaked in blood love surging the veins Look and you shall find the sacrifice that blinds see inside ones heart you can't deny passion is suicide Never will it die It will linger on in the mind every crevice of ones fears will reform And be reborn as tears Torn visions lay asunder lightning rolls amongst the thunder As stars stricken the sky how can it be denied Look and you shall find the sacrificial divide within our hearts gripped with time To see it through to see as we do -------------------------------- After The Flesh When the coldest wind takes over when my sores are sewn broken and bleeding Is all I will be to you Consequence of nothing stifled by thier ignorance tell them nothing of yourself and let that be your best defense Lay I am now motionless rescue this the flesh and leave me to my own devices Suffer this I do best the clouds of dread have thickened pack me in my hollow bed In this the coffin I'm forever damned when the warmest blood sheds when the scars have withdrawn when the waves wash over salting all my lesions I will be shown through -------------------------------- Cicatrix Your lies spilt over my world Damaged goods Damaged being Scarred from the inside Scarred on the outside And nothing could be heard Over your silence It set apart you from this earth It tore apart us in its whirl Time to find my own hell Pretending to be living Signs I saw in you The way out Time to break the spell Still it can't compare To the dormant Stagnant shell that Is the heart of you Detached from reality Detached from everything Prisoner to your own captivity Self prison Self-parasite Vacant of emotion Nowhere to hide Pretending to be living Suffering I saw in you The way to dig deeper Death came in layers Decaying from the inside Apathy on the outside Had to separate myself Apart from the end that starts in you The pictures below I took with my digital camera. I had to zoom in quite a bit. The pics were taken one summer in August while on vacation on Fire Island (located off the coast of Long Island, NY). I was standing on a dock in the town of Cherry Grove at sunrise. Clicking the above graphic will lead you a video I constructed on YouTube for the song Cult of Chaos by Arch Enemy, set to scenes from the movie Priest and please vote & comment on my vid on you tube. Music Movies Working Out Blood IT Gothic Culture Philosophy Other souls as dark as mine Back to Navigation Being born is like being kidnapped. And then sold into slavery. - Andy Warhol The single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place. - George Bernard Shaw You don't lead by hitting people over the head - that's assault, not leadership. - Dwight D. Eisenhower It is to be regretted that the rich and powerful too often bend the acts of government to their own selfish purposes. - Andrew Jackson The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants. - Thomas Jefferson Although only breath, words which I command are immortal.- Sappho I think the person who takes a job in order to live - that is to say, for the money - has turned himself into a slave. - Joseph Campbell Can a nation be free if it oppresses other nations? It cannot. - Vladimir Lenin If a lion could talk, we could not understand him. - Ludwig Wittgenstein |
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