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I am a creature of the night and happy despite going through hell the past two months. I finally realized even in darkness you can love, laugh, and live, because you never know when the game of life will come to a sudden end.. My mental and physical scars have made me who I am today. It's taken years but I am at peace with who I am. Whether or not I get the love I deserve from someone remains to be seen. What is important to me is that I accept the person I have become. It doesn't matter what I weigh that's just a number and no one can be me. I am an amazing person with more love in my heart then most. If people are blinded by their judgements then to be quite honest... I want nothing to do with them. I treat others how I want to be treated. We need to love ourselves no matter what flaws we may have. In the end our spirits are just points of light, full of love and it won't matter how pretty your shell was. Let's get more basic, I live alone, but I'm not lonely. I have two grown sons that live right up the big hill from me. I don't know where I would be without them. My other loves are heavy metal music.. anything paranormal. I lived in a haunted house for 16 years, and trust me ghosts do exist... I could tell you so many stories and so so many things that happened in that big old house. I miss it, I really do.. The ghost were gentle and playful and I wish they would have come with me when I moved into my little apartment. I love the movie Monster, about a street prostitute who murdered seven men. It was Ailene Wournos life story.. great movie.. I love reality TV, and I also love Two and a Half Men, its so funny. .. I believe in God and the Devil cause their can't be one without the other.. I have a Jesus tattoo, I love tattoos, wish I had more, I've always wanted a skull.. I love skulls, I don't know why but I do.. well, I think I will stop for now.. Geeze I wrote more then I ever thought I would , sorry I probably bored everyone to death....