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I am perhaps a truly lost soul in a field of others. No one knows my true desires and when I tell people, they act as if I have just spoken the devil straight into their hearts.
Now whenever I meet a new person, the first thing I say is something to show my darkness, mostly to get them to leave me alone. But sometimes it doesn't work and I have to go further. I have never had someone actually listen to it all though. It's funny when you think about it.
Forever lost in the sea of souls and no where to go myself.