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I am not a Vampire, i am not a Vampyre. I come here seeking two things.

The Frist is knowlage, a answer to the questions that i have looked for. I dont expect it to come easy. Nor do i expect it to be free. I dont pretend that any who surf this site will give me the answers that i want easily as i am sure that knowlage is guarded . However, If they can set me on the path to finding out the answers for myself. I will owe them a debt.

The second of my questions is about the world beyond the world so to speak . you see it here and there. flecks of it in the people on the street. Or in the middle of the night as you drive you notice something that just is not right. You get that chill down your spine for no reason and you look around and notice that is not a massive change, but something has changed sublety around you. I wish to view more of that world. I wish to find a way to see it for what it is..

I can not "turn" anyone. I cannot say that i can reward those that help me with riches. I am a Lost Soul in every sense of the word, and i seek guidence. Prehaps i will find here what i have failed to find in other places, on the net, in the world, and in people.