Apocalypto's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Hello and welcome to my profile. I hope you will enjoy your visit here. Im a normal guy who live here on earth. Im 36 year old and unemployed at the moment as so many others are in this world today. I spend a lot of my time by be out and walking in the nature. It is in the nature I fuel my energy. I use to travel out in nowhere just to get the feeling of to be free. That means alot to me. Im a loner that don’t hang out with others. I don’t like cityes because I always get the feeling other people come to close to my personal space, and that can get me to get somekind of panic so I avoid cityes so long as I possible can.

Here is a few selfasked questions just to give you al a better picture of me.

Do you like any movies?
Yes I watching movies kinda often actually. I like most the movies that is based on a true story. An extra bonus if the actors is unknown because that do the movie more belivible.

What do you belive in?
Im going thru some serious changes. Things have happend that i very seriously have started to question my own belive. So duo that i dont cant say what my belive is now. Im confused.

What is your political standpoint?
In my opinion it is same shit whoever run the country. A lot of talk and little action. I seriously belive the only way for them to actually do a good work for the people is to lower their own pay. As it is now they have far to much money to their own pocket to see how it is to live as an normal worker in the country they run. They don’t self be effected by the decisions they take because they have far to much money. Shortly said they are blinde. That’s why I never see any real point by vote.

What music do you like?
Im listen on everything except opera. Jazz is nice as background music, so it is a lot of jazz for me.

Any hobbyes?
Yes fishing and painting. I also read kinda much. I guess im concidering a kinda boring person to some.

What are you hoping for here at vr?
To get more knowledge over things that is seen as darker thoughts.

To sit on a rock and watch out over the sea is fantastic. Also put up an little fire beside you to get some hotdogs to eat. Maybe even the guitar in hand. That is what life is all about. To do what you want and feel good of. Put away the chains the country put on you for a moment and just enjoy the life for what it is. Who know maybe something you have wondered a long time finally come to you when you take time to just be you.

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Just little on how i finded my way.

I growed up in a family that was neutral when it come to religions and different lifestyles. That have been very good because I always have been able to form my own path in my life without to be stopped by my parents. Im thankful for that. What iam today is formed by my own choices in my life, and not by what others have maded me to think. I also is as I stated earlier in my profile here on vr a loner that never have focused to get a lot of friends. I never have feeled an need to get friends. I have a few but good friends and that is all I need. When I was in school I started to follow an classmate to church. He was Christian. I feeled I wanted to learn what that religion was, and if it was something I might have seeked after. But I fast feeled it was nothing for me there. When I looked on them I dident see peace inside them. What I saw was fear. I saw fear inside them , fear for live , fear for doing wrong. I feeled that was not what I seeked after, so I dident went back there. After that the years went by. Later I started do some research on Satanism and atheism. Until then I had seen myself as an Atheist. I readed the satanic bible and then it hitted me what I was borned as. I realised im a modern Satanist. I don’t belive any human can force themselves to start belive in an sertain religion. It is something borned as whatever it is. Then it take different time for each to find it in their life. I however never fully follow the satanic bible. I see that book only as an book with a few advices. I form my own path in my life and im my own god.

My thoughts about death and afterlife.

When I die I don’t really know what will happen. Maybe forever sleep, maybe reborned on earth. I don’t know and I don’t focus much on that eigher. Simply because I want to make my life I have now so good as possible and enjoy it. I have nothing by run around and worry what is in store after this life. The quote “Each day counts” is an good quote.

Some interests

Im not much into sports. Ice hockey is fun to watch sometimes. But that is pretty much it when it come to sports. I like to go to cinema and watch movies. There is a cinema in my city that mainly show movies that not is so well known and have unknown actors. I find that kind of movies very good most of the times. It feels more real. But sometimes I ofcourse go to the bigger cinemas to see some big movies to.

More will come....

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