I'd prefer if you didn't bite me.
There's not much here, I know, I don't think there will be for a while. Though I suppose I should have something up that reflects who I am, considering this is my profile.. but I'm not sure how it will do me justice. No matter how much I write or how hard I try to describe myself, it has never really turned out how I wanted it to. It's just something that will probably never be achieved. I will never fully know myself enough to describe myself in a few paragraphs. A lifetime doesn't seem long enough. I want to live forever. I want to learn everything there is to learn, become an entity- exist and devour. I expect extraordinary things from my existence, yet I fear my abilities and.. my failures.
I'm not your average teenage girl. I like a lot of things most girls do not - I don't have to put effort into trying to stand out, I'm just naturally "different". I embrace everything there is about myself, I truly am proud of who I am and what I have become. I am naturally rebellious and dominant, I don't like being told what to do or how to think. I want to be able to be informed and come to my own conclusion.
I'm not the kind of person to lead you on. I speak from my heart, I tell you what I feel in a blunt and honest way. A lot of the time people take offense or interpret what I say different from how I meant it. I am not a bad person, though some people would beg to differ. I'm not here to make you happy..
I am narcissistic - I like looking at myself in mirrors, I'm obsessed with how I look; I don't obsess over my looks to impress others, I do it for myself. Looking good makes me feel good.. and why shouldn't it? This does not mean I'm shallow, because appearance can only take you so far. I know I am beautiful, I have confidence and what it comes down to is -
I like being who I am.
I am a
Satanist. I am my own god. I practice indulgence instead of abstinence. I take responsibility for my actions - I do not repent or regret. I am lustful, greedy, slothful, envious, wrathful, proud and gluttonous. I glorify my body, mind and soul. This is my life, my path of choosing. No one has the authority over me to dictate how I should feel or what I should do. I will never be someone's property. I am strong and powerful.
I am very sarcastic. I joke around
a lot. I like to make people laugh/smile. I like having fun with friends and just generally enjoying life. Meeting new people can be fun if they're not too uptight. I am very obscure and offensive. I do not censor myself just to prevent someone's feelings from being hurt. Get over it.
Pet Peeves
Rude comments for absolutely no reason. Starting drama is petty, childish and lame. NO BODY CARES.
Excuses. Pretty self-explanatory.
Grass stains. I can never get them out of clothes, no matter what strange concoction I create. It just never works for me.
Quiz results all over profiles. Yeah, quizzes can be fun, but no body cares what dysfunctional care bear you are, or what your birth month means. They're really not all that interesting. This also goes for anything that's really glittery or flashing. IT REALLY HURTS THE EYES. Not to mention it takes ages for the pages to load.
Amy Lee, Dani Filth, Joey Jordison, Corey Taylor, Avril Lavigne. Just to name a few. These people get on my nerves, so please refrain from bragging to me how
great you think they are. I'm sure they could careless about you and your obsession. They're famous, you will never EVER know who they are.
People who lack the ability to carry on a simple conversation. It's not rocket science. For once. I would really appreciate an interesting, genuine, comment. I'm here to converse, relate and maybe debate. I'm not a huge fan of small talk. Yeah, it may be raining really hard and you might be experiencing some hardcore hurricanes, but what it comes down to is; I will probably never remember that conversation. Think about it and then maybe you'll refrain from mentioning some bogus "conversational topics".. if you can even call them that.
Rants
Upon changing my username, I received a comment asking me to explain why I made the change. Not only did I think this comment was rude (the wording could have been a BIT nicer), but unnecessary. I don't feel I have to explain my decisions to anybody, especially a stranger on some website. What is the significance of my name change to you? I don't know you personally, nor do I care what you think of my decisions.
Some more pictures..
Bad Hair Day
