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My journey thus far has been dark and enlightening.

When I first joined I returned from Iraq and left the army in 2007. I have seen much death and was comfortable with my own mortality. I was seeking out the emotional expression some beings are able to focus, as I am very sensitive to my inner and outer senses.

I think too much and in some moments I question myself into doubt but as I age I am growing stronger, physically and mentally.

I was able to draw in many innocent souls with my sexual appeal. Not caring about the ramifications of my actions, I was....immature. Not knowing the power of appeal, I took advantage over others.

With experience I have been able to project myself into the experiences of others, understand the emotional distraught others live. Sometimes I avoid others as to not become dissolved in the emotionally unstable. I choose my path.

Now I speak again,

The power words harness and the ability of speaking such words can become not just energetic but orgasmic, tapping into your truest belief and expressing them vocally releases pent up stresses and locked up desires. Speak your truth.

I speak personally because this is my truth. Why hide your truth. Why hide behind what you wish and not show who you are.

I reveal myself voluntarily because in the end this is all I have.

My mind is like one of those dreams, that constantly bounce around to completely different scenes.

I want to believe I am a warrior, and that I can choose my own battlefield, but often I feel like I am the battlefield watching two sides fight with no objective.

-- I write a lot so check out my journal. I need to organize my writings as I realize there is a poetry and journal section.

Love is Chaos, Chaos is a Uncontrollable River, I Never fight the Current, I Allow it to Flow Through Me