Gothic Paranornal (Coven)

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Vampire Rave member for 3 years.

Status:  Scamp (26.27)
Rank:  Member
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Affiliation:  Gothic Paranornal (Coven)
Mentorship Pupil of Urband Legends.
Account Type:  Regular
Referred By:  MoonDreams
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  Hidden
Age:  Hidden

" In Self Reflection"



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Ave, I have been on this website with one profile or another since 2007. I first found the site when I was in a very dark place in my life.
I was searching for information on what was happening to me. I was looking for Kin of like minds to share time with. We all go thru changes
and personal growth. I have went thru many changes , and growth processes over the years. I have made very deep bonds with others.

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As well as lost some very deep bonds. Changes can be overwelming , scary, heartbreaking. They can also be positive, and happy. None of us
stay in the same place. We go thru different things in our life that prepare us for our next chapters. Everyone can't walk your full journey
with you. As hard as it is, some are only put in your path to teach and guide you. To either help you , or to give you those life altering
changes that you need to expierence for your personal growth.

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I have been in a place in my life the last couple of years. One of deep self reflection. First glance wasn't easy to see. If we don't truly
take a look at all the parts of ourselves, then we never grow. I have been healing, and have been working on myself. Even though I have always
had the best intentions, I haven't always handled things with grace. I have learned from the mistakes that I made. I have chosen to expand
both my mind and my soul to look at things from different points of view. When you focus on the lesson that you learned from any situation
something positive happens. You will develop a deeper understanding of what's being shown to you to learn from.

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There are pieces of my soul in every profile that I have here. Yes, I have alot! They are for self expression. They are here to help others
in their mentorships and covens. I am at a place in my life that I seek peace. My soul is tired. I don't like alot of drama in my life.
I will make the choice to cut ties if that is what it takes to retain my peace.

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I have been working in silence both on myself and what I have chosen to build within the VC community. I am a Matriarch of my own clan and house.
Those of my family mean alot to me. I walk to inspire , to learn , to guide , and to teach. I am here to help others if I can.
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I am ordained thru
Universal Life Church. I enjoy talking with those of like minds. I am open to conversations and making friends. Keep in my mind, my trust isn't
easy earned. I have known the deepest of human cruelity. So it does take time to earn any trust or bond with me.

If you would like to talk, feel free to message me. I will only talk with those whom are respectful. The following is thoughts of enlightenment.
Things I have been expierencing and learning on my journey of self reflection and healing.

Many Blessings to you.

Turn your attitude to inspiration.

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Be a walking contradiction.
Be strong and soft.
Be deep and lighthearted.
Be beautiful and intelligent.
Be confident and humble.
Be someone with a quick wit and a cheap sense of humor.
Be content climbing a mountain and enjoying the sweetness of doing nothing.
The world may try and classify you as one thing because that is easier to understand
Then a person who has a little bit of everything in them.

And you may feel misunderstood for a while, but your people can only find you
if you are brave enough to be yourself.
There are parts of you that you have yet to discover.
There is greater love that you have yet to find.
There are experiences that are far beyond your imagination.
And it's all waiting for you.
Life is waiting for you.
So set aside your expectations and go explore it.

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I admire people who have the courage to tell honest and raw stories about themselves, the ugliest parts, the parts that makes them look bad, there's so much gold in every piece. It shows that we all mess up, we all have some parts that are awful, unacceptable and traumatizing.

These people are living proof of how you can let hardship shape you into a better person. There is always someone on the verge of growth who needs hear that you can be strong, capable and damn beautiful even though you've made some fucked up choices along the way.

Being rude is easy. It does not take any effort and is a sign of weakness and insecurity. Kindness shows great self-discipline and and strong self-esteem. Being kind is not always easy when dealing with rude people.

Kindness is a sign of a person who has done a lot of personal work and has come to a great self-understanding and wisdom. Choose to be kind over being right, and you will be right every time because kindness is a sign of strength.

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You are strong even if you are afraid.
You are bold even if you don't have all the answers.
You are brave even if you worry.
You are authentic even if you stumble.
You are enough.

This world needs the real you.
Not you behind the masks.
But the amazing brave real you.

When you learn to see the lesson in every situation,
things don't affect you the same way they used to.

You begin to grow through everything you go through.
You start shifting your energy to create what you want.

You stop worrying about what you can't control.
I'm not interested in fighting, hating, blaming, or being petty
with whatever time I have left in this life.

I want to live. I want to be happy. I want to be loved and I want to have Peace.

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Sometimes we need a bridge and sometimes we are that bridge.
No one I know has escaped troubled waters, rough seas and challenging, scary days.
There are times in our lives when we could use a little help.
Other times when we are given the chance to be help for someone else.

It really doesn't matter where you are right now.
What matters is that you remember we are stronger together.
Taking a hand is just as important as offering one.

I know you sometimes feel tired and fed up.
You sometimes feel close to breaking down.
Sometimes you will lose hope.
Sometimes people will hurt you.
There will be times you will feel defeated and frustrated.

But there is strength within you even when you feel weak.
Stay strong as better days will always be just around the corner.
Stay strong for the ones who matter in your life.


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The right people will find you.
They will speak to you differently.
They will inspire you.
They will motivate you.
They will help you heal and learn new things about yourself.
They will help you discover the deepest parts within.

The right people will do this to you.
They will make you feel at home.
They will never make you worry about saying goodbye.
You will know who they are.

No matter how happy someone may seem.
They have moments when they question if they can go on.
No matter how confident someone may look
There are times when they feel unsure and insecure.

No matter how strong someone may appear
They have days when they feel like they are falling apart.
Never think for a moment that your alone with your struggles.

You must make a decision that you are going to move on.
It won't happen automatically.
You will have to rise up to say
" I don't care how hard this is"
"I don't care how disappointed I am"
I'm not going to let this get the best of me.
I'm moving on with my life.

The truth is not everyone is going to understand you.
Not everyone is going to agree with your choices.
Focus on what you need to do.
Accomplish your goals.
At the end of the day
It's your journey not theirs.

I am Me
I don't pretend to be like everyone else.
I don't want to be like everyone else.
I will not change to just fit in.

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If we only knew then what we know now.
Love conquers everything, faith can move mountains.
Good things happen to bad people, and bad things happen to good people.
Loud doesn't mean strong, and quiet doesn't mean weak.

Closed hearts are often hurt hearts that have yet to unfold.
Silence can be both beautiful and terrifying.
Healing takes time and time moves both quickly and unbearably slowly.
One step in any direction can change your life forever.

Bliss is sometimes just loving what you already have.
Rather than wanting what you wish you had.
You will have days where you feel on top of the world.
Days you feel that you have hit rock bottom.

Rising from ashes requires going thru all the flames.
Falling was part of it all.

I have endured.
I have been broken.
I have known hardship.

But here I stand.
Still moving forward.
I will never forget the harsh lessons in my life.

I have survived because every day is a fresh start.
Be proud of how you've been handling these past few months.

The silent battles you've fought.
The moments you had to humble yourself.
Times you've wiped your own tears.
Celebrate your strength.

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The greatest moment of your life is now.
Not because it's pleasant or happy or easy.
Because this moment is the only moment you've got.

Every past moment is irretrievably gone.
It's never coming back.
If you live there, you lose your life.
The future is always out there somewhere.

You can spend an eternity waiting for tomorrow.
Worrying about what tomorrow will bring.
If you live there, you will lose your life.
This moment is a irreplaceable gift to you.

Sometimes the best thing you can do is not think.
Not wonder, not imagine, not obsess.
Just breathe, and have faith that everything will work out for the best.

Be yourself no matter what.
Some will adore you.
Some will hate you.
But who cares?
It's your life.
Make the most of it.

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