Krysta's Profile at Vampire Rave.

REST IN PEACE DIMEBAG DARRYL
Selfishly taken from this Earth 12/08/04 Gone but NOT FORGOTTEN.....

This is one of my best friends in the world, Melanie, and I. We lost contact about 5 years ago, she lives in Wisconsin. On May 30, '06, she found me through a people search online, and suprised me by showing up at my door. True friends are so hard to find, and I feel so lucky, so BLESSED, that Mel cared about me enough to do something like that... We will never lose contact again, thats for sure!!!

Hello All... My name is Krysta. I am 35 years old and live in Hyannis , Ma., which in on Cape Cod. I feel very blessed to have lived my life in such a beautiful place. The beaches here are absolutely amazing. I have come to find that I sometimes take for granted tht I live here... That is something I am very much working on changing... I live with my boyfriend and partner in this life, Moe. He is skullart her on VR, please do look him up *wink*. We have been together going on six years. I am so very fortunate to have such a wonderful man in my life. I never knew what it was like to be loved, respected... valued as a person before Moe. It's amazing how sometimes we settle for less than we deserve in life... I stayed married to a man that beat and degraded me for years, thinking that he was the best I would ever have. Thinking that I actually deserved what he did to me.... he ended up leaving me, which one of my biggest regrets in life... HE left me.... after all of that torture and abuse, I wish that I could say that I left him, but alas I can not change the past .... Anyhow, what I was trying to get across is how in life we settle, as I did in my marriage. I never even for a second thought that there was something better than that, BLESSED BE, Goddess brought love to me. If I can give the readers of my profile one thing to take away with them, If you look at this profile and just remeber this one thing, I will feel as if I have accomplished something... that thing is this:
Don't ever settle. You deserve happiness. There is such a thing as mutual love and respect. Your thoughts and feelings are just as important as anyone elses, and don't ever let anyone make you feel as if they are not.

I love thunder storms late at night, they
really turn me on. I like to watch Moe sleep
and feel so honored to get to wake beside him
eah Morn. I love a good arguement, but I
always think of the best comebacks when it is
20 minutes to late.. I like remembering what it
was like to be young, so I have a bit more
understanding when my young ones need it.
I love being an individual, AT LAST... I spent far
too many years living to please the rest of the
world... I love my parents, and Im sure that
most people wouldn't find that all to
interesting...but I put my parents through hell,
and they still stand beside me.....when even I
thought they should kick my damn ass. I love
my sobriety. I am so proud to say that I am a
recovering Heroin addict. Yes, Heroin. It gave
me everything I ever wanted... a painless,
peaceful existence... and then took it all away.
I have 51/2 years of sobriety under my belt,
Goddess bless, with facing each day one at a
time, I hope to have a lifetime more.... I love
horror movies....I love to be afraid. I like
watching a scary movie, and peeking through
my fingers.. asking Moe if I can look....I love
my friends. I don't let many close to my heart,
but the ones that are in there are damn well
stuck there for good. I appreciate the
originality of our world, of each of us... I love
that we are born with free will... I choose to
live my life MY WAY.., and if you disagree with
how I live or things that I have said or done,
I respect you for it. I may not like what you
have to say, but you have the right to say
whatever you want... I don't know if anyone is
ever actually going to take the time to read
any of this, but if you have.... I thank you...

This is my oldest child, David. I call him DJ. He is 16 and , sadly, lives in Fairfax, Va. with my exhusband. I miss him more than words could ever possibly express. For a few years my ex would not allow me to speak to him. That all changed with one call from him a few months ago. He is planning to move back home with me on his 18th birthday. Having him back in my life again... is.... amazing. I only wish that it were this way with my little girl, Lauren. Goddess willing, she will find her way home as well.

A few drawings by one of my favorite artists, Jasmine Becket-Griffith

Silvery Mermaid

Murder Most Foul

Bat wings

The Last Leaves

The Three

The Bones In The Ground

I don't like hot weather, makes me crazy.
My entire physical self goes completely of
center when its hot and humid outside. I hate
traffic. I hate that in the summer time where I
live, Cape Cod, it takes you 45 minutes to get
someplace 5 minutes away. I don't like being
judged. My life partner, Moe, has very very
long hair, lots of tattoos...you know the typical
bad boy biker thing, and when we go out
people treat us differently. It makes me
INSANE. Just because someone chooses to
express their individuality in a way that YOU
might not do, doesn't make them psychotic ,
a serial killer or anything else. It just makes
them...incredibly marvelous, if you ask me
anyways.... I hate it when I am wrong, and
believe me, I am wrong A LOT. I never judge
anyone, but I absolutely, beyond any shadow
of a doubt HATE my exhusband. He is about
the only human being on this planet that I
would wish harm upon, if it weren't against my
beliefs to do so that is.....Damn that wonderful
law of three, eh? Makes you walk the line,
thats for sure! I am completely saddend that
my oldest two children live very very far from
me. It breaks my soul. I long to hold them, talk
to them, nurture them every minute of every
second of every day. I don't like delivery
people. I have this deep seeded fear of
answering the door whenever we get take
out, or I'm expecting a package...I know, if
anyone is actually seeing this, you're thinking
I'm a nut case!!!!! But 'tis true. I've had that
fear since, well, since forever. If any of you
know what that's all about, DO TELL....cuz I've
never found anyone else that has that
problem as bad as me...LOL...I guess this just
about grazes the surface of all that is KRYSTA..
If it makes any sense at all to you,
congratulations... you are one of a select few
that can comprehend the swirls of thoughts,
ideas, ideals, images and idiosyncracies that
make up the space between my ears....

This is a picture of my parents with, from left to right, my son Tristan, stepson Jordan , and my nieces Blue, Chloe and Olivia.

My Best Friend
By: Krysta P

The date grows so near,

the day you left me, my dear

you decided that day..

decided not to stay

by a rope you carefully hung

your beautiful body had swung

you are lost to me now

i dont know how

how you could just walk away

i needed you to stay

your warm embrace I miss so much

spend day and night missing your touch

no other man shall ever be

the beauty that you were to me

in my soul I know you're near

soft whispers in dark felt on my ear

but the touch I long for, I'll never get

a life of sorrow and regret

you took your life, a selfish deed

why did you not say you were in need

I'd have lifted you so high

brushed away the tears you've cried

Sweet Christopher, I miss you so

So much more than anyone can know

My heart is yours forever more

beating for you to its very core

I long for my time to come to pass

So i may see you again at last

Until then on this plane I stay

longing and wanting you every day

My best friend, my soul, my first love so true

My Sweet Christopher... I forever Love you

My partner in life, owner of my heart, my lover and my best friend....skullart

I may disagree with what you have to say, but I shall defend, to the death, your right to say it
- Voltaire

Do not seek death.
Death will find you.
But seek the road which
makes death a fulfillment
- Dag Hammarskjöld

Death is the broom I take in my hands to sweep the world clean
- Unknown

Alone
Edgar Allen Poe

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were---I have not seen
As others saw---I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I loved alone.
Then---in my childhood---in the dawn
Of a most stormy life---was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold---
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by---
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

E. E. Cummings (1894-1962)

I like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
I like your body. I like what it does,
I like its hows. I like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones,and the trembling
firm-smooth ness and which I will
again and again and again kiss,
I like kissing this and that of you,
I like,slowly stroking the,shocking fuzz
of your electric fur,and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh. And eyes big love-crumbs
and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you so quite new

Visualize a triple circle of purplish light around your body while chanting:

I am protected by your might,
O gracious Goddess, day and night.

Another of the same type: visualize a triple circle and chant:

Thrice around the circle's bound,
Evil sink into the ground.

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