I enjoy the fact that I am misunderstood most of the time.
If you do not know me yet, you might just be thinking that I am just another one of those girls, or you may even think worse of me. As much I would like to change your mind, I do realize that virtually everyone has labels hanging over them and would like to remove them. The truth is, we are all larger than the labels people give us to confine and define us. So who needs them! I try not to put myself or others in a box, even though about me's are for just that. I would like to give you the opportunity to find out a little more about me.
I am boe ashley duncan and my life is never simple or easy, but I take it as it is, living as we all do day by day learning and growing. I am most definitely a force to be reckoned with. My middle name has no meaning- it is one hundred percent original. I am from The United Kingdom. I am 19 years old and very affectionate when I choose to be. I am very stubborn. I am often way too intense, and I seek to live more and more in the lighthearted me. I believe strongly in humility, and I try my best to not be judgmental. I tend to look down a lot when I am walking. I sometimes find myself holding my own hand when I walk or just to stop that, I put my hands into my pockets. I am not usually quiet but I can become very distant at times. I am easily stressed and overwhelmed. I procrastinate like it is my job. I want to live in today because I hate yesterday and dread tomorrow.
No one really wants to be a hero anymore, we all want to be the victims. I'm in love with capturing details, words, beauty, ideas, and moments. My life is a mess of each, an absolute mess. I would simply rather live my life than sit and learn about it. I may not know every detail of the respiratory system, but I still know how to breathe, and even breathing takes a close second to the circulatory system; my heart can pump blood, as well as compose love. My soul speaks through images, words, and art. Every shutter captures a new part of the soul stealing fragments of my life converting them into memories.
I draw lines to cross and wear clothes to take off. I live with friction in my bed and fantasies in my head. I'm living an eternal fairytale where everything is coated in love, love and more love. I'm flashy, I'm deep, and my heart is the centerfold. Passion is essential in my life. Too many people are simply living, but not enough are a live. Forget about the plastics and the superficial. I want classy, I want trashy. Give me anything that breathes with conviction. Thinkers, lovers, and leaders. People who turn love into paintings, people who turn tears into sonnets, people who are afraid of life, but never afraid to live.
I'm lacking organization and patience. Children do not interest me, and I never find ignorance cute. During sleep I write lists instead of dreams, in school I write songs instead of learning. I'm not the top of my class, but I consider myself intelligent. History books are the best when stashed under my bed. I would rather live life than learn about it in a classroom. Although the future seems so dusty, the past is so clear. I'm not necessarily afraid of heights I am more afraid of the fall. I know what I'm missing; aging is my fear. I've given up on hope because all I do is dream. Life long plans are fading and falling apart at the seams.
Life is harsh. My advice to you? Never just accept yourself. Create yourself and become who it is you want to become. Don't be afraid of the change, don't be afraid of not being able to fit in... own who you are. I am not made for cliques or scenes. Mediocrity was and never is an option- I am not a billboard and I am no stereotype.
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