I took one look at your blood stained fangs and wondered, "How could I ever get so lucky as to be bitten by you?"
+++I am a little more provocative then you might be, And it's your shock and then your horror on which I feed, So can you tell me what exactly does 'freedom' mean? If I'm not free to be as twisted as I wanna be.+++
I am 21 years old. I am of German descent. Yes, I have been brushing up on my German. I can carry a minimal amount of conversation but nothing to write home about. Some of my family still lives in the small town of Wiesbaden. I have been in the state of GA for my entire life unfortunately. The close mindedness is killing me. I am a unique person, no I don't mean in the fact that I stand out too far in a crowd. Though I do mean if you ever meet me you will never forget me.
I believe in honesty and truth. Without truth they are just sounds coming out of someones mouth.
I believe in freedom of personality. Not only freedom of speech and words but of personality.
I believe in a place where we can all be free and not have to worry about the person that's looking over our shoulder and wondering if they will judge me for the phrase that is written across my shirt....
We should all open our eyes and see what the world around us is doing. They are all destroying themselves, that's why I for one am going to go about my day and prepare for the worst. The worst that is yet to come.
At this point in my life I am still on my path to finding my way home. Sometimes I feel as if I'm wandering around aimlessly. I know what I want and I know how to express it. Though it has no name. I believe I like it that way. I am intrigued by the mystery that stirs inside me once I start thinking about my path. I know that one day I'll find right where I need to be. As I walk these misty streets at 3am I hope to find a brother or sister that may be able to guide me on my way. I have met a few that are worthy of my time. I know that things will pass as they may. Seeing others who can understand me are such a blessing in disguise. I never knew that I needed the company of others as much as I have realized in the past few years. I was once a loner. Now I am very much a person who wants to be loved and honored. I have realized what I deserve. I deserve more than I have been given.
Enlightenment is only mere steps away...now I just have to start walking.
In this picture, It almost looks as if she's saying,"Why did you make me cut out your heart?"
One of these days I know in my heart that I will find the man that will be able to handle me. I may be a lot to take in at one time but there will be a man with patience. Where is he? Maybe he's here maybe he's not. I did not come here looking for him but if he just happens to show up then so be it.
PROTECTION
This is my first protection tag: Given to me by a wonderful guy.
He's a bit protective....watch out...he may send the wolves after you.
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Birthplace ::: Albany , GA
Age ::: 21
Age you act ::: Alot older than I really am
Current location ::: Nashville, GA
Eye color ::: Light Blue in light dark blue in dark
Hair color ::: Blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: Lefty
Piercings::: 6 right now, all 12 gauges
Tattoos::: 0- still trying to figure out what I want
Zodiac sign? ::: Taurus
Height? :: 5 foot nothing
Your heritage/nationality ::: German
Your hair :::Thick and wavy, past my shoulders
Your fears ::: Mannequins
Your perfect room ::: One with a smoking area
Words you overuse ::: Dude, Fuck me, and Erf
Phrases you overuse ::: "You son of a bitch" "Dammit Scott"
Your first thought when you wake up ::: Its too cold to be sleeping alone....
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Graduating High School
Something you want to do ::: Finish my college degree
Pepsi or Coke ::: Pepsi
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Christina Aguilera
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Strawberry
Adidas or Nike ::: Adidas-(I really do)
Black or white ::: Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::: umm... Burgers
Egypt or France ::: France
Rock or rap ::: Rock
Smoke ::: Yes
Cuss ::: Hell Fucking Naw I dont cuss!
Sing well :::Not really but my car thinks so
Sing in the shower ::: Yes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: Yeah sometimes I answer back too
Believe in yourself ::: Yes I have too
Play an instrument ::: Nope
Want to go to college? ::: Already enrolled
Want to get married? ::: Not really
Want to have children? ::: Nope
Get along with your parents ::: Yes
Get along with your siblings? ::: Yes.. mostly
Gone out of state ::: Yep
Drank alcohol ::: Yep
Smoke ::: Yep
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: I'd get sugar shock if I tried
Been on stage ::: Nope
Gone skinny dipping ::: Nope
Been dumped ::: Nope
Dyed your hair ::: Not yet
Stolen anything ::: Nope
Craziest ::: Jenn
Loudest ::: Scott
Most shy :::Darien
Blondest ::: Ally
Smartest ::: Vicki
Kindest :::Vicki
Best personality ::: Scott
Most talented :::Ally
Best singer ::: Aly
Most ghetto :::Jenn (hehe)
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Kim
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::Scott
Funniest :::Scott
Best person for advice :::Vicki
Dependable :::Vicki
Trustworthy :::Vicki
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Jenn sitting beside me cuz we killed some bitch.
Last dream ::: I was in another time
Last nightmare ::: I was getting killed in numerous ways
Car ride ::: Went to the hospital to meet my new little nephew
Last time you cried ::: When I thought all hope was gone
Last movie seen ::: Bridge to Nowhere
Last movie rented :::
Last book read ::: Its okay to miss the bed on the first jump
Last word said ::: Fuck
Last curse word said ::: Fuck
Last time you laugh ::: Yesterday
Last phone call ::: To ATT about 15 mins ago
Last CD played ::: The Sickness
Last song you listened to ::: Meaning of Life
Last annoyance ::: Getting woke up by my brothers
Last IM ::: Ajay
Last weird encounter ::: My ex
Last person you hugged ::: My friend Matt
Last person you yelled at ::: My mom..
Last time you wore a skirt ::: Last month sometime.
Sarcastic? ::: Very
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Yesterday
Last time you wished upon a star ::: Right after New years
Played Truth or Dare ::: Sober, its been a while, Drunk I dont remember
Spent quality time alone ::: All the time
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: No
Do you feel lonely ::: Yes
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: Damn those are some great band camps stories!
What do you think of George Bush? ::: Glad hes out of office
How many languages do you speak? ::: Roughly 3
