In the darkness I become the monster your mother warned you about.
I've lived in silence for too long. I've spoken too much and haven't always had the right words even if my motives are just and sound.
Just because you leave someone behind it doesn't mean you aren't wounded as well.
I am not proud of all I've done in my life. What I can say is that I am proud of some things and all the people who care and are doing there best to deal with me and my faults.
I thank you all very much.
Before questions come up, I am proud to say I am Bi sexual.
I believe in the supernatural and if that isn't your cup of tea well then I am sorry. I seem to have a fascination with death and gore as well.
I find myself welcoming pain a lot more often then past years... Sometimes I crave to take it but mostly I crave to give it...
I believe I am sociopathic, sorry if i spelled that wrong. But I can just not care about anyone or anything at anytime.
I sometimes dont care if what i say or do hurts someone or I can laugh about it depending. It tends to not matter.
VR is a place for as the "Norms" (as if this world is normal, there is no normal in my opinion) put it "a place for the freaks". If im a freak awesome but at least I dont have to hide who I am.
Think about it, we are ourselves and arent tangled up in suites and an endless yearning to impress everyone else.
Those who mean more than they know...
Bloodythorn - This Rani is so wonderful that i dont have any words to describe her right now... I still love u! She is a great friend to have.
Ra - One of the only truly lovely chick friends I have. She's the only blonde lady I know who I can respect and cherish as a friend and family. I wouldn't bother her or we'll both be ripping your flesh from your bones... *grins sadistically*
Mark has been nothing more than a loyal guy. He means a lot to me. He's honest and vicious. Back off or I'll rip your heart out just before he cuts your head off... *smirks*
Simplicity - A darling... and my submissive.... dont touch... She's always been there for me when life has taken a turn for the worse... like all those on this list here have been. I love her very much. Forever Mine Trina....
CountDragon666 - James - He always has a special place in my dungeon.... *Smirks happily*
My religious belief is Wicca. My Lord is Loki, the god of Fire and Trickery. My Lady is Diana, The Mother and Moon Goddess.
"I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
Some of my favorite things are BDSM, Poetry, Music and Movies.
Please do view my journal...
I decided to end my profile with some thing a bit more exciting than a happy go lucky "Have A Nice Day".... If you don't like me... It doesn't matter... I have my friends and if you want to be one go ahead and message me. I am sick of people trying to step on me or get to me through violent means.
I am not as submissive as most may think. My Dominate side is very apparent and I wish nothing more than to use it on those who deserve it or want it *Smirks*
Keep your weapons of death close, your friends closer and kick all of your enemies asses!
|Member Since:||May 29, 2007|
|Last Login:||Sep 25, 2011|