First off, I am NOT new, I used to be Empyre, but lost my way and then lost my password (and DesolateSymphony before that) :P
I'm kind of a complex person to put together, kind of like one of those puzzle pieces that you KNOW fits there but it's just not quite fitting into the spot.
My bite is lethal and my tongue venomous. I speak my mind at all times, and you won't be any exception. Comparing me to most girls is like comparing Sputnik to a space-borne death-laser. I don't claim to be perfect, or superior, I do make mistakes, and as much as I claim that I'm not, I am physically human and I do still have feelings and a heart.
There are very few things I am afraid of, but what there is it's real and I know it's no illusion, but I always believed that you wouldn't be shown the things you can see if you the universe thought you couldn't handle it. I have a past, and some parts I am not proud of, but it's made me who I am and it's gotten me here and I don't regret anything.
I'm a writer and a 3D artist. I'm also a radio DJ and a broadcaster. I can dance, I can't act, and I can sing when I want to. I've been published, had a chance at a record deal and I've known what it was like to hit life's true rock bottom. I am static and ever changing, Sometimes I have a hard time sitting still, and I can't ever let the world pass around me. I'm not ADHD or ADD - I just have a lot of positive energy. I'm kind of a paradox, an oxymoron.. Nobody ever expected me to make it this far, but here I am, thriving - surviving the chaos.
I've just begun my career into modeling and hope to make it where I dream of being. Right now I am with CandyRIOT. I focus on alternative and alt modeling, just gives me a chance to be me, and be creative.
I play a few games, Second Life being one of the most frequent. I've been playing it for about 3 years. If you wish to look me up just look for Annie Carnell I own the thriving business of [Thirteen].
☥ Music ☥
Mostly into Industrial genre. Metal, Aggrotech, Gothic, Electronica and so and and so forth are also in my play lists aswell. Music plays a big role in my life.
Some of the bands I do enjoy are as follows..
Blutengel
Panzer AG
Psyclon Nine
Grendel
Combichrist
Mind.In.A.Box
The Cruxshadows
Blaqk Audio
Nurzery Rhymes
I could go on, But there is a rather large list.
☥ My Lifestyles ☥
Since I was very young I had loved to live on the edge, I loved to scare people and make them think I was inaptly weird. Since "growing up" and discovering who I truly am on the inside I have become a sanguin, or to be specific a hybrid.
There is a long story about how I came to discover who I am and what I am. I don't care if you believe in it, or not. I believe in what I am and who I am.
As a great fictional character once said "It's not about what you are, it's who you are."
☥ My Faith ☥
I don't have a religion, I used to, But I figured there was no point in it. I am not atheist or agnostic, even they believe in something. But today, I believe in nothing. After death that is it, we are gone. There is nothing but black, floating darkness.
I don't believe in fate, we make our own fate. Our actions judge us as we are judged by our actions.
I know this seems long, and I'm sorry, but I'm not the type of girl who can be summed up in a few short sentences, even now this feels unfinished, But I will bid you greater skies here.
☥ "Even in Death, May You be Triumphant" ☥
