May god have mercy on my enemies as I sure as hell wont ...............or............. I have a boss thank you, his name is death, you'll be meeting him shortly
May I have your attention please. I dont mean to be rude however I want to stress the fact that I am not the average mind not working please speak directly into penis kind of guy. So if you have nothing intellegent to say, just over look me as im not just gonna message back to a random bite from someone that i have never talked to before. Please have something to say or keep stepping. Sorry no brain no gain.
This is me.... yes i do normally look this grumpy... god what an old pic... lol
and me with my big mouth opened..... ready to take a big ol' bite
God I hate talking about me..... Well lets start with I am no longer allowed to see my fledgling, something that i plan on changing as soon as i can... oh joy custody battles, they suck, but i'll fight WW3 to have him back in my life. Been traveling a bit... no biggie. Single yet again... pretty sure I'm done with the relationshits until I get myself figured out. So I'm really on a self improvement kick at the moment, a lot of focus on the self as I've never really allowed myself to do so before. Not to mention if I wish to keep a mate for life as is my plan, well i guess I need to learn to love me before i can expect another to do so, not to mention I'm really done with the search for her, if she is meant to be mine the she will find me. Started painting recently, helps keep my mind of negative crap and keep me more in a positive.... not really much else to sat i guess, and if there is ill add it later.
well enough about me... not that interesting of a topic anyway... but should you wish to know more, feel free to ask.
Heh heh... fricken pinguins....
IF YOU EVER FIND ONE OF THESE I'LL GLADLY OPEN IT FOR YOU... PLEASE?
well heres my likes:
Spending time with my fledgling
Chilling with friends
Lighting stuff on fire
Getting into a good battle of wits
Conversing with the voices in my head (some of those guys are really funny)
Viewing the art of others
....pretty much al I can think of for here
Dislikes.... hmmm this could be a long list so I'll keep it to
my top dislikes/hates:
Pushy religious ppl (you have you belifes, let me have mine)
ppl that stare
"God" (sorry if u have the power to make things perfect get off ur holy ass, if ur actually there)
Life in general
Well ppl in general (individuals that I regualarly convers with are not in with the general masses)
Fake ppl (you are what you are, no more no less so be yourself)
Cats (well the home kind, I love the big wild ones)
The News... that shits depressing
Most of all I hate and extreamly despise every second apart from my fledgling
Acid Bath (the reason I play and love bass)
Cradle of Filth
System of a Down
Children of Bodom
.... ummm yeah thers a lot more but why bore you any further with a even longer list?
we know him we love him..... taken away still all too soon
we miss ya man....
I guess a little about me... well I mainly try to just coexist with everything in the most peaceful manner, however if you wanna try to cause shit... im extremely volatile and will put and end to your problem... heh heh. I am Single again... meh.. seems to be my place in life, to walk alone, no real companion to love or love me back... but it will prolly be a while before i bother with another relationshit again... oh well the voices keep me company... they just dont love me that much.
I always dress in black, if its not black
take it back is my modo for clothing. I just feel more comfortable if the dark dead feeling that emanates on the inside to show forth on the outside. I am the stereotypical goth, uber depressed 24-7 with the exception of time spent with my fledgling Drake, thats the only time you'll see me with a real non drug educed smile.... although recently i have actually been able to quit my drug abuse, so smiling really soent happen too often anymore
On that note I have an ongoing love affair with mary-jane heh heh, yeah the ganja is the only thing that makes the voices in my head shut the hell for the time being but, never done when around or in the company of my son, children need not know horrid things we do to survive, have taken a break form the ganja however to better figure myself out, however I will prolly partake of it again in the future. The voices that I refer to Ive come to realize are the voices
of my past lives, as they come with memories and knowledge that in this life i should not or could not possess. Its been through conversing with them as well as dreams that have brought me to the realization of this. I also have a familiar, well she likes to say she is such, but the ghost of my sister always walks with me and helps
me with bits of information from this world and the next, helping me piece together the puzzle of my life, my best friend in life and my best friend through death. So yeah there you have it... should you wish to know any more then feel free to PM me and I shall answer anything you have to ask.
This hangs as a big poster over my bed.. well used too... need to get another one.
she protects me, my guardian you could say
This girl right here is amazing... too bad she's taken... but amazing non the less... give her a fucking 10
I love this girl... I've known her pretty much since i have been on this site... she is a sweetheart, and i would do pretty much anything for her... yeah you heard me SF and you know I would ;)
This was my best friend... we had a bit of a falling out after our relationshit failed, i guess i must have fucked up with issues i never wanted to admit i had but am now working on... her name cursedNdrained mess with her and I'll hunt you down and kill you. I'll always wish her the best in all she does. She will always be my lil spare rib. You will forever be loved and protected by this demon... for an eternity I remain your shadow.
Your are amazing SF... truly you are, and forever will i love and protect you as well
She is awesome, and I am more then thankful to have her as my coven sister.
This dude is a wicked fella... one of the few that truly understands the discipline of martial arts... i am proud to hve him as coven brother.
this girl is amazing... absolutely amazing... yes you are, dont argue with me when im this right... lol
Ive met her before in another life, I met her again in this life. Our fates seem to be inner twined, I know not why but I shall do what I can to find out.
Also a good friend of mine, shes such a sweetheart
yup twice the protection from her... lol... so I guess that double the rath should you fuck with me... heh heh.. I couldnt decide what one to use so yup i went with both... and WHAT!!??
Hey Look something more about me... Fuck-a-doddle-doo!!!
What is your name?:Jason
How old are you?: 32
When is your Birthday?: August
What is your zodiac sign?: Leo
Where were you born?: Kentville, Nova Scotia
Where do you live now?: Fredericton New Brunswick
What color are your eyes?:Brown... yup the same color as shit
What color is your hair?: thi will always change... so I wont specify a color... normally purple though... lol
How tall are you?: 5’10"
What is your race?: Caucasian
Do you smoke?: just cigs right now ;)
Do you drink?: not often im super ass when mixed with the sauce.... so i try to avoid it as i hate the drunk me more then the regular me
Do you cuss?: What the fuck do you think... heh heh... fuck of course I dont fucking swear... why would you ask a fucking question like that... fuck...
Do you use drugs?: Have actually stopped with all substances at the moment to help me get my life back on track
Have you or will you ever steal?: I have but ive hung up my gloves, no longer into that life
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?:very much the yes on this one, but fuck me over and this will change drastically
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: 7 string Bass... well used to....
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: piercings i have 4 and no tats yet
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Very the yes, had to admit it was a problem recently, and am getting help for it
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: on more the once occation... still want to on a daily basis
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:oh yes... very much the yes, and still will pending on the circumstances
Are you religious?: I have my personal spirituality, calling it a religion stipulates a cult in my eyes, as spirituality is a personal belief not an organized 'you have to believe this shit to be saved' as many religions will have you believe
Are you evil?: in the flesh... well only on days that end with 'Y'
Do you believe that you can be possessed?:Yes, and hoping that it will someday happen.
Are you a paranoid? at times yes
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: I can be... I try my best to control it, but it gets the best of me at times.
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: very much the no
Are you a violent person?: heh heh piss me off and i promise that not even dna testing will identify who you were
Do you take your anger out on other people?: I try not to... but lately i have been so pissed off and hurt by the world that I almost dont care who is on the receiving end, usually i take my frustrations out on the muther fucker thats frustrating me. or bottle it up inside... prolly not a good thing
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: nope if i did it i did it, and ill tell you i did it and admit to things is did that you didnt know about. If its my fault, then here i am its my fault.
What is your favorite game?: Wow there are so many to choose from... loves video games though
What is your favorite movie?: Interview With a Vampire
Who is your favorite band?: Acid Bath
What is your favorite song?: Toss up between Bones of Baby Dolls and Scream of the Butterfly by Acid Bath
What kind of books do you read?:mostly comic
What is your favorite color?: Black and red
What is your favorite food?: pizza, who doesnt like it
What is your favorite drink?:mmmm coffee
Alcoholic: Blood Cocktail
Do you want to get married?: To have a companion to give me love and be loved by me for life would be great... but alas I am destines to walk this cursed earth alone... i have accepted my fate.
Do you want children?: i never really did but now that i have one its the best thing in the world
Would you ever kill yourself for someone else?: For the life of my son but no other i doubt
Are you a virgin?: lets see i have a kid.... you do the math
Are you kinky?: does shit stink?
Do you like biting?: heh heh... i have a tendency to leave bite marks from time to time
Do you watch pornography?: Not really, im not much the look but dont touch kind of guy... if i see boobs.. I wanna play with boobs.
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: i dye it more then most chicks i know and usually blue, purple and combo.... so yeah
Are you hyper active person?: Really depends on the situation,i can be yet, can also not be
Do you like to write poetry?: yup... what of it
Do you like to do your own photography?: well ummm... no not a fan of the camera, i dont show up on film, and usually tell ppl that if they take my pic then the next time they take one they will have to squeeze their ass cheeks together too push the shutter button... no pictures please.... unless i like ya then we'll talk
Do you have any self-inflicted scars?: oh yes
Do you believe in vampires?: Very much the yes on this one
Does pain turn you on?: heh heh.... spank me and find out :D
Do you believe in witchcraft?: yes and practice it
Have you ever played a oiuja board or used tarot cards?: Ouija boards are not to be trifled with one has no control over what comes forth, and sometimes they wont go back... never did the tarot before.
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: not as much as before, Shadowplay is about to only one that is a must
Do you go to many concerts?: when the good bands come around
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: yes but i meet ppl on my terms, tired of meeting tit heads that wont go away
What do you like most about life?: Being a father and spending whatever time i can with my fledgling
What do you dislike most about life?: The whole living part... just sucks, too much pain that you cant comfort.
Do you believe in forgiveness?: if it is warranted yes
Do you believe in love?: Between a child and parent i just started believing in when Drake was born, however it mainly seems a fairy tail to me
Do you believe in soulmates?: yes... for others... i think mine died
Do you believe in love at first sight?: I have a hard time believing in Love in general so a big NO on this one
and a test or two for shits and giggles:
Take the quiz:
Which vampire from the Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice are you?
You are Armand. Armand was originally from Kiev-Rus in Ukraine, where he was named Andrei, and a painter of ikons. He was kidnapped by raiders, and finally rescued by the wealthy painter Marius de Romanus, who took him into his grand house, and made him an apprentice. But, kidnapped once again and brainwashed by Sadistic Satanist Vampires, he lived beneath oppression and hell for many centuries, until shoved back into the limelight by Lestat. He shares a love/hate relationship with him for this, and still struggles with his past. Oh, ma cherie, no need to fret!
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
this had to go on here... lol
Take the quiz:
What Type Of Vampire Are You?
You are Deadly. and i mean DEADLY! you murder 15 people a month or more!You don't show mercy to ANYBODY and care only for youself...what are you trying to do lower the human population or something!?!
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
I loved playing with this one... just pops up randomly but this one was my fave after a bit.....
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
anymore of these quizzes that i do for kicks will be tossed into my journal in the story section
and I'll finish this off with a lil poem that my best friend Wade told me, to give you an final chuckle as I chuckle almost every time I read or hear this.... dont ask why...
It's a man's destination
To stick his boneration
In a woman's separation
To increase the population
Of the younger generation
For some more information
Call the board of education
For a free demonstration
And a booklet.
THE DOCTOR IS IN!!!
How is your soul? [pics]
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday that you have to deal with, which is making you sorrowful.
No one ever stays by your side when you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep yearning for the day you will be free from pain.
Love is unlikely to happen to you because you isolate yourself and are suspicious of peoples motives.
You stand in the shadows of the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help.
As always, you will be alone in the world, fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.
Take this quiz!
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