Pennywise's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I am back, I will work on my profile more later.

Some of you may remember this name, while others will not. To be frank, I do not give a damn.

This profile is for the dark things in my life to be on display.

Things like being beat by your sister's father purely for the fact that he cannot understand why a child diagnosed with ADHD cannot behave "normal". Or even things like causing trouble that you know will result in a physical altercation; just because you enjoy fights. Not really caring if you get your ass kicked or not. Just so you can have a rush of estacy when flesh hits flesh and possibly breaks something. the harder the hit, the bigger the rush.

Or the fact that at the age of about 6 to almost 12 that you had sever suicidal tendencies and thoughts and left notes all over, tucked into places people would actually have to be looking to find them. Notes about how the world would be better off without you, or how you would kill yourself, or just how much cutting makes you feel better.

Or the fact that you cannot seem to find the right woman, but always am picking the one that is going to break your heart, stab you in the back, and rob you blind in the process. all in payment for your complete devotion and time and money put into the relationship & making her happy.

I am not a bitter person, but one that has come to except that some things in life are not ment to be all roses and gay parades. Sometimes life comes and shits upon your flower garden and you cannot say shit about it. All you can do is roll with the punches, and get good at your foot work. Hope for the best, but for gods sake, make sure you are ready for the worst of everything.

Member Since:	Feb 03, 2010
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