I have done a lot of research on Romania and the black plauge. I am a 34 year old mom. Five feet 4inches about 140(depends on how much chocolate is in the house) I run a used bookstore and hope to own my own someday. I play Vampire the Masqurade in the OWBN group!
So you know have the basic but why is Spidermouse really here and what in the world is a Spidermouse anyhow. The spider is my animal guide and or Totem depending on how you look at it. In the Indian walk to find your totem you are not suppose to come out with an insect, but I did and who am I to argue against the spirits. The mouse is the character I play in VTM. I have played her for so long that she is a small part of me now.
I also have the intresting distinction of having Hemachromitosis. I say intresting distinction because there aren't a whole lot of ppl. that have it. It is a condition where a person have an extremly high iron count in there blood. Most ppl. have between a 12 or 13 I have about a 99. The good side of this is that I heal quickly. Not immediatly like in the Vamp. movies, but faster then most. The downside is that I have exhaustion, acheyness and flu like symptoms most of the time. After awhile you learn to live with it.
The major part of my life is surrounded by my spirituality. I am not a religous person I am a spiritual person. I study all religions I can get my hands on. When I was about 23 I started having nightmares about The Morgan. When I stood up and said I was not afraid and that I accepted her I became a Childe of the Morgan. Because I am a Childe of the Morgan I am allways walking that fine line between light and dark.
I am an empath and for me this seems to be triggered by children and spirits. I work with spirits a good deal in a counselor type of way. I help them deal with the things that are keeping them trapped in this plain of exsistence or just them an ear to listen. I do not do parlor tricks of helping ppl. talk to there dead loved ones. I believe that anyone can talk to there past love ones if they would just open up and listen.
Most of my vampire longings and intrest come out through playing VTM. I play in the One World by Night group. For the past three years I have been playing a Camariea Gangrel. For me the game is a great outlet from my life. For a few hours I can get away from the real world and all the entails.
It appears that I am being stalked by one person. Poor thing it could be a long boreing stalking for them. I will have to spice up my reading.
Philosophical Question: If you hate ppl. whom are Judgemental......is that not a judegement?
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