This will be a constant work in progress....
A note to Houses and Covens: I do not visit this website every day. Sometimes I only visit once a month. Keep this in mind if you want to add me and require members to earn so many favors a day... cause that won't happen here.
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I am complicated so don't even try to understand me, just love me the way I am. I am a mother, a daughter, a sister, a lover, a fighter. I suffer from Borderline personality disorder, social anxiety, and major depression.
What is Borderline personality disorder? Here's a crash course on it: A person with a borderline personality disorder often experiences a repetitive pattern of disorganization and instability in self-image, mood, behavior and close personal relationships. This can cause significant distress or impairment in friendships and work. A person with this disorder can often be bright and intelligent, and appear warm, friendly and competent. They sometimes can maintain this appearance for a number of years until their defense structure crumbles, usually around a stressful situation like the breakup of a romantic relationship or the death of a parent. Relationships with others are intense but stormy and unstable with marked shifts of feelings and difficulties in maintaining intimate, close connections. The person may manipulate others and often has difficulty with trusting others. There is also emotional instability with marked and frequent shifts to an empty lonely depression or to irritability and anxiety. There may be unpredictable and impulsive behavior which might include excessive spending, promiscuity, gambling, drug or alcohol abuse, shoplifting, overeating or physically self-damaging actions such as suicide gestures. The person may show inappropriate and intense anger or rage with temper tantrums, constant brooding and resentment, feelings of deprivation, and a loss of control or fear of loss of control over angry feelings. There are also identity disturbances with confusion and uncertainty about self-identity, sexuality, life goals and values, career choices, friendships. There is a deep-seated feeling that one is flawed, defective, damaged or bad in some way, with a tendency to go to extremes in thinking, feeling or behavior. Under extreme stress or in severe cases there can be brief psychotic episodes with loss of contact with reality or bizarre behavior or symptoms. Even in less severe instances, there is often significant disruption of relationships and work performance. The depression which accompanies this disorder can cause much suffering and can lead to serious suicide attempts. So as I said, don't try to understand me.
Who ain't I? A lier, cheat, theif, drama creater, goth, vampire, or attention seeker.
I do not like people who are fake, rude, careless, and stuck on themself. I like people who are kind, thoughtful, caring, and sensitive.
Why am I here? To find those souls who are lost like me. Plus I love vampires and goths.
The rest of me will be revealed in due time. Until then, I will lurk and get to know others.