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I guess I shall introduce myself, I'm Synares. I'm 33 and live in Austin, Tx, I was born and raised here. I've lived here all my live and I must say I do love it here it's home what more can i say about that.

I'm a pagan, have been since I was 13 or so, though it came about a few years earlier. I was 10 when I jumped off a swing and when I landed I saw a shiny piece of metal, when I dug it up I saw that it was a broken necklace but didn't know what it was of. It was a pentacle necklace but I just saw it as something I felt I should keep so I did, I knew it wasn't the star of David it had only five points not six but didn't know what it was. After a few years in my dresser I finally got a computer with internet access so I decided to look it up, and when I did I saw all these website that described Wicca and other Pagan belief systems. From then on I studied everything I could from Wicca, and both Theistic Satanism and Lavey Satanism, Ceremonial Magic, Chaos Magic, Dark Paganism and finally Demonolatry.

My love for learning everything I can is what made me look up everything about paganism and all of the different pagan beliefs, that love of learning is also what made me learn about vampires. I was about 15 when I started to feel different, I felt like something was wrong a fatigue and pain and when I came across a Magic forum that mentioned real vampires. I read about real vampires and after a little reading I felt more and more sure about what I was feeling and came to the realization that yes I was a vampire, I craved both energy and blood and realized that I'm a Psi/Sang Vampire and the others I met on the forum made me feel better about it. Thanks to those people on that forum I stopped feeling weird and maybe insane, I still remember what that felt like and that was 18 years ago.

Besides what I've already said about being a Pagan, Demonolator, and a Vampire I've also studied Herbalism and Alchemy, and am still learning to this day. Be learning till the day I die and love that thought.