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Quote: I am the darkness that allows others to see the light.
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Who am I, this woman known as Versailles The Wicked? I'm not your ordinary Texas girl, I grew up with a very Southern upbringing with all the superstition and insanity that goes with it. My great-grandmother was a powerful woman and a powerful wytche, had 13 children that she raised alone, drove a car and had a telephone and a job during a time when most men couldn't even find work. She showed me nothing was beyond my reach no matter what my age was and she lived to be 95 and she was still going strong. You'd say Gram you want to go and before you could finish your sentence she was already in the car ready to leave. And wicked, she taught me wicked and then some, and what she couldn't teach she left in her diary for me to read later.
My grandmother would tell you I had the Devil in me since the time I was two, she'd give me a doll to play with in my playpen. She said I'd look at it for a minute and then I'd start stomping it and when I decided I had stomped it to death I would rip its legs and arms off and finally tear off its head. Then looking up at her with a smile of accomplishment, I'd throw all the pieces out of the play pen and clap my hands. It was her favorite story to tell about me as a toddler and how they started throwing dolls in just to watch me do it. Can we say therapy?
Since I have Gemini rising my interests are many and varied. My next teacher after my Great Grandmother was a man named the Prophet that I met while I lived in Los Angeles. I was 17 when I moved, I graduated Friday night, Saturday morning I was on a plane to LA to live with my older sister. LA was not like anything I had ever seen before, you know how it is at that age. You think you know everything and you have all the answers, but I didn't realize how naive I was, I didn't have a clue, and to say I was way out of my element was an understatment.
I met the Prophet when I was 19 on a Saturday night on Hollywood Blvd. and he showed me the path to solving the riddle of the Universe and what it felt to live in paradise.
Everyday I regret walking away from that man to settle for normal. But that's another story . . .
MY TOTEM ANIMALS
MY GODDESS AND GODS AND MY SYMBOLS OF PROTECTION
The Goddess Lilith
The God Lucifer
The God Anubis
I am a bisexual female, a BDSM switch, living the lifestyle for 26 years now. I was blessed with my first Master when I was 20, he was what every Master should be and taught me so much about myself. I have been a Mistress, a submissive and a slave so I am familiar with all the dynamics of the spiritual journey of BDSM. I am a switch which means I like to dominate and be submissive. I like to dominate males like the beautiful male above but I would do it in a giving, caring and loving manner. I not a FemDom that believes that men are dogs and should be treated as such. I also like to be dominated by a powerful dominant male especially if he is a Master Vampire. Makes my knees go weak.
D is for Domination. The practice of taking the dominant role in a scene, running the scene, controlling the bottoms behavior, perhaps as a role play or humilation or perhaps reinforced y the threat of actual use of intense or painful physical activities directed at the bottom, and/or by restriction, bondage, and physical control. A person who takes on this sexually dominant role is known as for a male is a Dominant, Dom, or Master. For a female the title would be Domme, FemDom, or Mistress.
The complimentary term for bottom is submission, and someone bottoming to a dominant is called a submissive. What should a Master/Mistress be? The questions can only be answered individually by both Masters/Mistresses and fledgling alike. Here is my rendition of what a Master/Mistress should be.
The Master/Mistress is strong man/woman, a dominate man/woman. He/She is sure of himself/herself confident in his/her place in society. He/She cherishes females/males, revels in their presence. He/She is giving, caring, loving, and understanding.
When the Master/Mistress takes on a new fledgling, he/she worships her/him, slowly possesses her/him. He/She gently pushes her/him, always read to show her/him that she/him is strong, that her/his limits are not what she/him believes the to be, that she/him can be taken farther. In this, the Master/Mistress reveals to the fledgling her/his own confidence, her/his own levels of self-esteem.As the Master/Mistress learns her/his new fledgling, an understanding takes place. He/She senses her/his desires, her/his needs, her/his passions. With this new knowledge, the Master/Mistress takes care of the fledgling, always giving what the fledgling needs but not necessarily what she/he presumes she/he needs.
The Master/Mistress does not take away the fledgling's identity, but allows her/him to grow into her/his own being, her/his own likeness, her/his own submission to him/her is not a vehicle of punishment or hatred, but one of love and development. She/He is given the room to come into her/his own, under her/his Master's/Mistresses' care, like a flower that flourished under the sun's warmth. She/He radiates from his/her love and devotion. She/He becomes a rose, a beautiful being that knows she/he is loved and cared for.
Punishment is handed out lovingly yet firmly. The Master/Mistress is teaching. Punishment and discipline need not be physical, it can be psychological. It is not done out of harshness or hostility, it is done out of love and forgiveness. I believe a Master/Mistress does not mold a sub into what she/he feels she/he should be, but allows her/him the freedom to live and grow under his/her loving care. She/He then becomes the woman/man she/he has always been, deep within her/his spirit. He/She takes her/his gift of submission seriously knowing that it is not given freely or lightly. He/She always remembers how precious the gift is, how rare it is, how beautiful it is. For she/he has given him/her something that cannot be taken for granted, she/he has given him/her the gift of her/his soul.
The fledgling is a woman/man, firm in her/his femininity/masculinity. She/he offers herself/himself to a Master/Mistress freely, of her own choosing. She/He gives the gift of her/his submission in exchange for his/her protection, care and love. She/He is obedient because she/he chooses to be, not because she/he is forced to be. Her/His first priority is pleasing her/his Master/Mistress. She/He will do whatever he/she asks in order to meet his/his desires.
She/He comes to him/her a woman/man, but unsure of her/his place. With his/her guidance, she/he quickly learns what is expected of her. With this learning, she/he begins to give more of herself/himself of her/his soul, until she/he has given her/his all to her/his Master/Mistress. There is no power given up, no control taken away. She/He gives what she/he wants to give and her/his Master/Mistress holds the gift of his/her heart, always sharing, always giving back what she/he needs. An immense measure of trust is built between the two: the fledgling must trust her/his Master/Mistress completely in order to give him/her so much of herself/himself and the Master/Mistress must trust the fledgling in order for him/her to accept it.
I have been a Sang vampire for about 23 years, feeding from swans and using rare meat to satisfy my needs. My dreams are many but I think I can narrow them to these few. I would like to find my soul mate, I would like to see my novels published and I would like to visit the stone circles of England, Ireland, and Scotland especially Stonehenge.
This is one of my favorite poems about the Goddess Lilith.
You gotta give it to Lilith,
she was a hell of a woman.
Said she'd rather
fuck demons on the beach
than lie under the belly
of that whiner Adam
& flew from Paradise . . .
Janelle Maisan
This is my Sun sign.
This is my Moon sign.
This is my Rising sign.
I hope you have enjoyed your visit, because I will always be updating and making new changes. Hope you enjoyed your Halloween.
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