Love exists, rages within. A silent scream of endless pain. Hellish alchemy indeed, without equal.
My presence infers my obsession. I'm excited to look through the archives to see all that's there and to add to it if I possibly can. I'm reading the classic gothic novels to get a feeling of the past, the origins of all we love as a subculture and it's forgotten beautiful prose and poetry. As to the rest of me, I don't really know what to say. I have a very dry, sarcastic sense of humor and when I find something funny I laugh until I cry. I love old Vincent Price movies, silents, and classic horror.
I used to paint a great deal and write short stories but I stopped both due to a major inferiority complex and lack of time. Lately though the embers have been glowing and I'm trying to start oiling the wheels of creativity. I'm working on it. A few fragments have come to light.
I grew up watching, reading and writing vampire stories. Bela Lugosi has been my favorite since I was 5.
The rest of my time is spent raising a hyper little boy who I love more than life, working, and reading as much as I can. I tend to be horribly shy and quiet. I'm hoping the forum will help me with that. I'm not too big on debate simply because I tend to avoid conflict, but there are a few things I get riled about. Thank you for visiting.
Some random crap about me....
How old are you?: 30ish
When is your Birthday?: the bleak December
What is your zodiac sign?: Capricorn Cusp
Where were you born?: SF Bay Area
Where do you live now?: Cyberspace
What color eyes do you have?: Hazel/Green
What color hair do you have?: Black, soon to be red I think
How tall are you?: 5’9”
How much do you weigh?A little more than I should
What is your worst fear?:Being alone/unloved forever
Do you smoke?: An occasional clove
Do you drink?: Not often, Absinthe and chocolate or blackberry wine when I do
Do you cuss?: Trying to quit
Do you use drugs?:Not anymore
Do you play in a band or play an instrument? Not anymore, trying to learn piano
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: 4 tattoos and 5 piercings.
Do you suffer from depression disorder?:YES, and anxiety….auuuuughhh!!!
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: Painlessly
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?:…damned Ginsu knives…
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:To myself, a while ago…
What subculture do you belong to?:Most consider me Goth
Are you evil?: When called upon
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: Yes.
Are you a paranoid person?: Why do you want to know? Why??!!
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?:Occasionally
Are you a violent person?:Never, though I can pitch a great dramatic fit
Do you take your anger out on other people?:Never
What is your favorite game?: Final Fantasy ot Text Twist Anagrams
What is your favorite food?: Chicken Quesadillas. I'm making a point to try them from every restaurant around here that offers them. (not to brag, but I make a mean one myself ;)
What is your favorite drink?: Some Chocolate Port a friend gave me
Are you a virgin?: Nope
Are you kinky?: ;) The severity depends on my mood
Do you like biting?: It’s required
Do you masturbate?:*blush*
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: Purple & Black, Bright Red, & Blonde with multicolored swirls
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially
unacceptable way?: No
Are you religious?: Some strange combination of Buddhist and Catholic
Does pain turn you on?:Depends whose doling out the pain and how
Do you stand for originality and creativity?:Absolutely
What do you like most about life?: My family, especially my son and my sister’s daughter-they’re about the same age and so cute together-they make life worth it.
What do you dislike most about life?: Some other people, negativity, rudeness.
Do you believe in love at first fright?: Not really. I used to but I think you really have to know someone in order to love them.
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: Well, re-pierced, yes.
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: No. Bruises only, but they’ve healed.
Have you ever vomit while making out?:Ewww, No.
Does the world piss you off?: Only during election season.
"A book is a garden, an orchard,
a storehouse, a party,
a company by the way,
a counselor, a multitude of counselors."
Since quizzes and long lists of interests get annoying and scrolling gets monotonous, my few are here in a scroll box (if anyone cares). I tend to like quizzes for their graphics more than anything, since the spelling is usually atrocious, and it's a diversion. Yes, I'm anal about language. I can't stand web shorthand so I try to write in complete coherent sentences when possible.
Things I Love
Photography • Painting • Gothic Novels • Rich Fabrics • Candlelight • Opera • Victorian and Romantic Period • Vincent Price • Edgar A. Poe • Bela Lugosi • Darkwave • Trip hop • Ethereal • Corsets • Dracula • French Quarter Iron Work • Ornate Embellishments • All kinds of art
Music & Movies
Lacuna Coil • Ludwig Van Beethoven • Switchblade Symphony • Tres Lux • The Cure • Massive Attack • Rob Zombie • Siouxsie and the Banshees • The Creatures • Sisters of Mercy • Mahler • Mozart • Concrete Blonde • NIN • Evanescence • Hungry Lucy • Peter Murphy • The Beatles • Voltaire • Android Lust • Cruxshadows • Dresden Dolls • The Cramps • Eisbrecher • Lunascape • Reverend Horton Heat • Seether • Depeche Mode • The Smiths… and a whole buch more I can't think of.
Any Dracula • Sleepy Hollow • Nightmare Before Xmas • Corpse Bride • Pride & Prejudice • Silent films, especially those of Lon Chaney • Amadeus • Lost Boys • Hammer Films • Moulin Rouge • The Lord of the Rings Trilogy • Phantom • Interview with the Vampire • The Libertine • Star Wars Trilogy • Vampire Hunter D • Hellsing • The Black Cat • The Raven • White Zombie • House of Wax(Vincent Price) • Dark City • Curse of the Mummy • The Vincent Price/Corman Films • The Fearless Vampire Hunters • Ninth Gate • Secret Window • House on Haunted Hill • The Fly • Abominable Dr. Phibes • Gothic • Vampire Journals • Portrait of a Vampire • Nosferatu • Identity • Anything from Alfred Hitchcock • Mildred Pierce • What Ever Happened to Baby Jane?
What Final Fantasy VII character are you?
What Kind Of Vampire Would You Be. (New And Improved, With COOL Pics!!!) FOR GIRLS ONLY!!!!
Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good things in life, you posses a lot of classical class, and follow that of the original vampires, you have no shame in what you are, infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't have it any other way. Your wealth is unspeakable and your way of luring people with your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and most people would often call you The Seductress.
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My New Obsession...actually an old one rekindled...Yes, I'm becoming a game geek and I'm liking it! Bring on the Double-Gulp of Mountain Dew and some Taco Bell! I'm ready...
Some other things I love for various reasons
Love the look; don’t care for the music…mostly
Master of the Macabre
Lon Chaney and Joan Crawford in the silent film "The Unknown"
Happy happy, joy joy
This...so.. um, hot
I love Gary :)
Art by Olivia (and Elvira!)
The photography of Edwin Smith. He makes everything look haunted. I have his Whitby Cemetery photo in my dining room.
Thanks to all for stopping by...
|Member Since: ||Feb 22, 2007
|Last Login: ||Jul 24, 2008|
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