The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

well im not really goth, but im also not really normal, ive been obsessed with vamps since i was little, which is strange because usually little girls are into ballet and barbies, which my mom encouraged, but it wasnt really my thing. anyway i dont want to sound depressing, but they want a description ill give it to them, im actually trying to find the truth about vamps, i mean ive read everything there is to know, watched every movie and show, but i want to see what the real ones have to say, if there are real vamps i want to know them, why? because i want to be one, not just because im some teenage girl going through a phase or trying to live a non existent dream, well, maybe, but i have my reasons. long story short, my life fell apart to a million pieces, and im afraid ill run out of time before i can fix it, or make up for it, so if vampires are real, and theyre immortal, and they can have do overs all the times they want because of what they are, i want to have that chance.

so theres my short sad description, judge all you want, it wont change what im doing and it definitely wont end my search.